Pang Kiat Hua
Born on the
26/08/1989.
Current Status: Attached.
Horoscope: Virgo
Currently : NSF Army ( Chong Pang Camp )
YO FREAKS! Welcome you to my world fill full with her around. I'm a person easy going person. If you know me well, you will know that
i'm damn crazy type of person full of jokes that are funny as well as lame. I'm a friendly person easy to get new friends. You won't like to see
me when i'm piss off cause it will kill. =)
Most of the time in camp i spend it by talking to her, playing games, sleeping, eating and talk with camp mates. Doing disturbing thing to others. Best way of killing boredness during camp time is to listen music!!
And i most of the time will be spending with
HER or in camp with my camp mates. Always had been thinking what to do
AFTER ARMY.
Lastly I love her alot and she had been showing alot of love, care, endure me and everything and its alot for her.
Thanks dear!! =)
Email Me if you've any inquiries :)
Monday, April 09, 2007
i m b lvl 1OO nw...but i was not happy at all seriously...cos i cant feel the mood there...n tings always seems so close but yet it is so far n i m so tired....i dunnoe if she will turn bak 1 more time for mi but giving up her is not i realli wan...n it wont b possiable anymore cos day pass day the more i miss her...the more i feel so bad abt myself the more i feel sad...n the more i cant swollow down the pain n saddness...i realli jus hope everytings will go bak to the way it was lyk b4...but no use...i had frends who say if i still love her den win her back...but hw to win when i dun even have the self-confident in myself anymore n tings i do....even nw when i play game i realli dun hab the moob there...cos it make mi remind of her...n i realli dun wan forget her...every1 learns frm mistake...n i had mine...nw i wan correct my mistake but...is too late...the mistake tt i had done is too deep n way too far to b correct i cant forgiv myself too for tings tt i had done to her...i jus realli hope i can take care her again n b wif her again n even treat her better the b4 n not even try hurt her again...but does she noe tt i m willing to change all over again?guess not...cos i dun even have the gut to gib her my blog n let her noe wat i feel or even have the gut to realli tok to her much....when i cant even forgiv myself hw can it b i m ready for her again?sometime i realli hope when i fall aslp...i wont wake up again...n slp forever...loving some1 is realli so hard n is even harder when it break apart...i cant accpect tt i actually hurt her so much in the past...if is god will...tt someday she will pass tis blog i hope i realli had gone into my deep dream n nv wake up cos i cant take tings going on anymore longer...i realli hope either go into my dreamland 4ever n stay there n dun get out or mayb a chance to prove tt i m willing to change all over n forgive myself but 1 tings is for sure...i can hardly forgive myself ler...cos of tings tt i had done was realli a big regret to mi but oso her... if she realli come c tis blgo someday...all i wan say is " i m realli sry for wat happen n i realli still do love u alot..."