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2009-07-19T20:13:00.002+08:00

The other day, im so late for something. And made me damn sick and very very worry about with what might happened... Other given me advantage and i took it for granted...
Haiish lucky in the end of the day nothing happened to me and i got to meet dear.

Thing and people around really do change alot and they never know it. Maybe i did change too much and too big that i even notice. Whats ahead for me? Is the end of everything that has happen all the long? You never knows...

Way Home...

2009-07-15T20:04:00.002+08:00

Just now on the way home i saw this 2 SMRT staff as a couple so cute. Through out the trip they are so cute both of them act towards each other so funny and cute... See them push each other while sitting down and other act towards each other really fun. When see them like saw dd and me when we go out together that type of patten and behavior. Ummm although yesterday dd come find me, i still miss her alot cause the time we spent together was always unforgettable and not euff... haha i love you dear muack =)

WTH

2009-07-11T20:43:00.004+08:00

WTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Gonna fall sick again haiish rite now feel like shit man... woke up damn late today... About 3pm then i woke up... so freaking tired and hungry the moment i open my eyes haha... And next is Dear called my house... So chatted with her guess what? I'm still in a sleepy mood and she start scolding me with a cute manager... What Sleepy Head or something like that... cant really remember now but was damn funny... haha

So today didn't do anything other then use MSN and blog cum playing blackshot awhile... Dunnoe why this days i just felt so lazy for so many thing that i want to do... Even going out with friends or what i also no mood for it. Maybe cause i had been short of cash for fucking long time and lock myself home too long and this is the cause for no mood for everything outside of my house. Even till now I'm still damn broke still no money to spend. Perhaps buying this computer was a wrong decision ba... Should had wait for next time then buy. But i just wanted a computer myself badly so no choices.

Just now chatted with dear at MSN again. WTH she keep sending me some funny sound clip OMG i tell you. I can't stand it zzzz my mom was beside when she keep sending it... =.="
Dear just want me to be as good as dead...

Guess if tomorrow still feeling sick and the throat damn pain i shall go see doctor again... BUT hope no fever as I am having right now... If have jiu sian cause later want me stay again for dip all this... SHIT MAN!!!! Just hope i will get well soon cause every month now i like sick once or twice...

Chaos guys n ladies =) haha ummm if you all still reading my blog i hope... haha just hope you all will ask me out more often rather then like now... feel so friendless left my dear with me and camp mates... haha

Good luck to all and dear wish your O lvl this yr will do good and go for the course you want to study.

Finially Change BlogSkin

2009-07-02T16:55:00.002+08:00

Its has been a long time since i ever last update my blog.... and its so dead.
And today it happen that my dear dear come to my house and take care me as i am sick.... So she also help me to change my blog skin. Here it is =)

NICE right???? lol then got this black handsome hip hop old school guy with the song Cookie Jar. haha So sian lo... the doctor yesterday kinda suspect I am down with H1N1 as i got the systom of cough, sore throat, runny nose and about to start fever. As its 36.6 deg liao. After awhile they keep asking and comfirm with me and make sure I didn't went oversea the past 7days and didn't contact with anyone with H1N1. Only after that, they allow me in to the med ctr to see the doctor... Understanding their precaution that's why didn't really went piss off after waiting outside the med ctr so long before i could enter there to wait to see the doctors.

Now this epic has really cause the whole world go havoc as it really has spread to all the country and people start to die as the new case of people getting it, its getting more and more each and every single day.... Its so far that i myself believe its not as danger as SARS back then.

Ummm people listen up, brothers, friends, family and ALL please drink more water and be more responsible if you are sick wear a mask such that the virus wont come out from your mouth. And EAT more fruits to stay healthy. =)

CYA peeps =) take care

Headache

2009-04-03T22:52:00.000+08:00

haiiz... so long nv update my blog again =(

Dunnoe y sometime i realli jus dun get wat my dear is thinking abt cos i realli hope she cn understand and noe tt in the army nt u anyhw whack 1 lie or wat jiu cn easily go off tings... and i realli very happy wif it is tt she realli cn understand tt im in the army n nt tt free to meet her always but i let her down once again by so call " plane " her? haiish i dun intend tt at all la...

It was realli a last mintues de tings lai de.... ending up i cnt meet her for the movie n she even bought the ticket liao tot tt i would come so ltr when dinner i cn buy for her family n her but end up nv did... i dun realli mean nt to turn up at all but i realli was hold back n get hang by wat happen in the army.... He was realli right abt wat he said, its nt a simple job as it seem to b and its not like hw we think its... But it cn realli turn damn nasty n horror if it realli come true i guess even its mi i will be freak out too... So right nw its to work even harder den b4 but i dun think i could la mood alrdy gone cos im getting pull bak soon frm what i heard others say...

I realli dun mean to let dear alone at AMKhub to wait for mi de... Ltr she called mi alot time n i cnt pick the fone up cos was badly * kaya, butter, smash and bread * by him for wat happened... i admit i was partly to b blame for nt checking when noe wats wrong but... HEY i nw almost like 1 person run the whole fking office le... damn tired de la 1 man show wif few hundred of people daily still gt so much time to go care for all tis mah? But if realli wan say bak abt it... i oso at fault for noe wat happen yet nv sound off... but realli damn FK! cos wat i do always i sound off no ppl care... ZZZ until i realli burst off in the offices den gt ppl will listen de lo... Seem tt i cnt b strict euff on hw i tok to people ba... I nw realli feel damn guilty n bad for wat happened today tt my dear so sweet of her to buy ticket and wait mi end up i nv turn up and let her alone... And left her family ah gong, sis, maid and her nv get dinner when she is returning home... i tried asking her to come over to my places so that i could pass the atm card to her let her draw money for dinner n transport faster go home if nt late... BUT she instead nt to.... Ltr i told her y not ltr i fetch u bk frm tution i wait u.... She say dun ned or wat i cnt heard at all and she hang the fone... And i rmb heard her say if her mom is there to fetch her den too bad... But i realli did wanted to c her badly... After tt i tired called her a few time fail too when it manage to get to her, she at tution liao... i dun even noe wat is the best la... so end up i came home... And nw we argue badly on the fone... i realli feel damn sad and sick la... Cough badly few days n nw cough dao vomit, chest pain and headache And oso having running nose for days as well and Oso right nw having sore throat... Feel damn weak...

I AM SORRY DEAR! =( i mean wat i say and i realli do feel guilty abt it
haiish....

Updates

2009-03-08T22:46:00.002+08:00

Sry dear n everyone letting tis blog dying near to 2months i realli sometime hab the time yet nv go update it..

Recently we hab been arguing alot and i noe tt i let u down alot oso... always make u angry n at time realli dunnoe wat u wan n make u feel damn piss off after tt still make it worst until the stat tt u wanna braek up wif mi.... at time i realli feel like agree wif u but i realli bu xiang yao cos i still love u alot n dun wanna let u go... but love its abt making the person feel comfortable n happy... Force been tgt its no happyness in it...

Im sry on 14Feb or 13 Feb cnt meet u at all and celebrate Val. Day but i hope u did feel happy after i meet u the following week for the Val. Day celebrate n oso make the surprise bday cake for u... haha hope u did enjoy tt day and i still rmb ur reaction was once again OMG! i realli feel damn happy each time when i get to c u the expression was OMG! haha

On fri 6Feb i meet u n we went East Coast Park and play... 1st time i ride a double rider bicycle lols feel so happy tt day n i noe its ur 1st time on a bicycle... sry for making u angry at there cos of the stupid slipper but its realli nt mine tt is y i scare ltr my kor kill mi for nt asking n use it oso... Sry tt i hai dao ur shoes wet by the sea... Shld nt hab even 1st ask u to help mi take it go the sea wash off the sand... b4 tt we was enjoying catching the baby crabs den we try catch fish but nth in the end only get to c =(

After tt return the bicycle liao we jiu go walk the beach awhile b4 settle down there n chat n ask her to open her present for her bday de....she like it alot =) but wth lo she did someting i realli damn scare of a gal do infront of mi... which made mi almost dunnoe wat to do n react... felt realli usless haiish... after tt send her home den wait for her n send her to tution =) thx dear for accompany mi instead of i accompany u cos i feel tt its more like i need u den u need mi =x LOL!

Happy 8months too dear has been nt easy for all tis while cos we had been recently into alot of arguements n also at many many time cnt accompany u when u need mi badly the most... i realli thx u for understanding mi all tis while tt im in the army n alot of ting was been restricted frm... sry dear let u down so much but i realli wan to promise u nt to let u down so much... after my army i promise to treat u much better n more time wif u at the very same time to study... i still rmb the very 1st time we meet n hw i react lols... n hw was it like 8months ago wif u... n b4 the 8months we started to b tgt... i noe during tis 8months i change quite alot or abit... but i change is cos i hope to balance the army life tgt wif u as army is realli very time limited...

Dear i realli love u alot too n u r the best... jus nw after reading ur blog i realli feel damn touch n my tears realli did started to roll down... hope u will understand tt nw tt im in the army sometime i realli gt alot of restricted ting... Im realli touched too tt many of the time u understand mi n allow mi to go off... or wat... thx for all tis 8months n i realli believe tt we always will be able to b tgt until the very day death do us apart =) i love BEVERLY only DEAR u are the best!

Trip on 8 jan 2009

2009-01-10T16:13:00.002+08:00

that day i took 1 day off... it was a wonderful day for mi and dear... cos we realli enjoy alot ourselves... i book out on the 7 jan night and after my book out i rush to meet dear dear at juntion 8 for dinner? haha...

7 jan was the day when i 1st came to noe her... and oso 7 jan happen to b our 6months oso... but we didnt celebreate on wed cos nt euff time but cn only had dinner tgt thats all... so the following day i woke up early and start slowly prepare to meet dear... and also i chat wif her on the fone awhile... haha after tt i left the house to collect the stuff and go find dear dear but 1st was i go wif my brother and take car frm my parents... he need to use and ltr he is going to my uncle workshop nearby do spraywork on his car... frm there i drive the car to find dear and kor drive the car go out liao...

So meet dear liao we jiu take cab go alexandra road where we get off and walk the park? haha frm alexandra there start and walk walk walk the bridge after sometime dear dear ask mi wan go down the bridge mah and walk the earth trail... so ok lo when we walk down saw 2 small kid so cute lols pri 4 abt to walk up the bridge and they saw us and dear wif her flower den one of them asking if we are married? LOL!!! den the other one reply say look at the flower jiu noe they marry liao... haha damn cute la the 2 small small boi =s

When we the earth trail den i saw sometings like a snake but i heck care den jus walk until my leg step bside the tree snake den tt snake suddenly move damn fast LOL! i tot is wat so i stop and c carefully den is a snake LOL! and dear dear scare dao almost start running and jumping around =s b4 that was a dunnoe wat lizard which is quite big like a hand size de... dear dear oso scare dao cos its jumping and moving very fast... after the snake slip pass my leg dear scare dao ask faster walk n go up the bridge safer haha...which i agree too cos grt monkey =_=" i scare c dao monkey cos they are quite rough to due if happen to c one X_X

After we reach the bridge end frm alexandra road we tot we reach mt Faber park liao den end up we are jus at abit more abt 15mins walk to Henderson Wave there nia after that we rest awhile at Henderson Waves there and carry on walk lo =/ walk walk walk jiu sian liao wan give up cause its still very far away... so after Henderson Waves we find ways to get off there lo when we get off den noe we only actually walk dao Telok Blangah Hill Park nia... So we took cab again lo frm there to vivo city. And we walked awhile and i bump into a frend... After tt we walk awhile more and had dinner wif dear dear...

We had dinner at Hong Kong Kim Gary restaurant eat.... ummm tot that i actually eat wnt full cos i was so damn hungry as my breakfast n lunch nv eat? lols but end up still ok eat liao slowly feel damn full... So after tt we walk vivo again b4 sending dear back home we went to buy dinner for her ah gong den send her home, after that i wait her awhile den we chat at her house there... Den at 8.45 den i leave her house there to go bak camp....

It was realli a very wonderful day lo and i realli cn feel n tell tt dear dear realli oso enjoy it alot and she had put in effort in watever she do for mi always... haha dear thx =) and happy 6months and oso 1 yr knowing each other haha... Dear Dear has always been the best around mi haha =) Love U~

Dear Last Performance Dances in DES

2008-12-20T22:56:00.002+08:00

ummm all tis while few days at new camp i had been working hard just for tis very day which i prove my head that i cn do well... And he allow mi to hab my very nights off for her performances after my on-job-trainning... So that day was damn rushing for mi... i once off duty i rush to change clothes and run liao...

When reach YMS was abt 7.03pm den i faster hurry run in and sit down at 7.05pm =s den wait and wait ZZZ until abt near 7.20pm den start. Saw the 1st girl dances was so so... 2nd was her frend still not bad... and 3rd was dear dances... OMG 1st time i see her dances and perform... OMG it was realli gd serious... not tt she is my dear n i praise her but its true... after that still grt a few more and 1 or 2 was very good... After that was a 5mins break and group de jiu start... dears' grp was the 1st to go... it was very gd and very special i tink... and later a few more and her sis was in the 3rd grp if im nt wrong... After the grp perform i went out to meet dear ler... haha den tok to her awhile n was given a hug n a kiss hehe sweet of her. Later on she ask mi go bak in and c for her prize giving and i wanted so i went bak in... but went in abt 10mins i jiu rush out n run out wait taxi and go bak camp...didnt saw her getting prize. Reach bak camp alittle late and next day was been lecture =/ Dear didnt won the solo de but her grp de she grt 3rd in places.... WOW rite? cos her grp preform quite well too... which i expected her grp to win, but was even supprise that her sis grp won the 2nd place! haha... well congratez to all the winners and ppl who had join the competition but didnt win... All well done and put in alot effort and try to win haha...

Has been long time since i update my blog its abt to die soon =/ dunnoe y just sometime wan update out of the sudden too lazy den nv update =s... And christmas is coming ler hehe... but =( sad that dear cnt accompany mi tis year as she will be gg oversea wif her familys =/ haiish... But well also the past few days dunnoe what happened all i noe was i keep on make mistake on my job and keep on had short of misunderstanding wif dear haiish i noe its all my fault always say the wrong tings and piss u off badly.. but u always had been forgiving and understanding ily<33 so it was like always dear dear is the best of cos... haha ummm hope at least tis coming New Year we cn spent tgt? i dunoe if u cn mah but hope we do... =)

All i cn say abt the new camp is... u wan good life? u have to earn it and work hard to prove u worth a good life in the camp. If not u wnt hab a good life. But also that place all i can say is that its a ______ __ ____ and its a ____ ____ no reason for mi to write out or wat but well at least its still a place tt cn manage to get chances to noe more tings or see more real life time threat or so watever... learn alot tings since i come into tis job at here and my old camp at sbab cos nw i find its abt the same and im getting used to both place de living condition and working places... its abt the same and not like wat i tink b4 i came here... =)

Hope dear leave DES ler she wnt b put into so much stress oso and also that she cn hab more time to learn and perfect her piano by practices more and get it well so that her upcoming piano exams cn score well and get promote. Plus next year is her finial year and its important for her to have more time to study for her exams as its her O lvl... wish her all the best in all the exam next yr =) jiayou dear cos i will b standby u to support u anytime when u need someone there jus like u did for all tis while for mi... u had been sharing my problems many time ler time for mi to do the same bak for u next yr when there is a need or even when there is no need i also will be there to support u nonstop haha... dun gib up easily ok dear? =) Cause i noe u cn and u sure will be able to do it even it might be very hard. GO! GO! GO jiayou ler dear!!!

Sian

2008-11-23T21:02:00.002+08:00

haiish sian... tings is always not getting the better... 1st i fail my course and i nw dunnoe if i do need to recourse or revoc mah or stay there... if stay there very sian cos mon - fri work and cnt stay out... next ting is at there time is very hard to kill... Now i jus hope cn meet dear more often but yet for her she is getting worst too... Now that her hp had been confiscate by her mom and we cn hardly msg or talk on the fone...

Today had a very sevre headache yet see the doctor she only gib mi 1 day mc... which other doctor at there always give mi 3 day mc to rest... which 1 day is not euff and the medication she given i had try b4 liao still tell mi give mi stronger medication... ZZZ eat liao still headache there no different... tml need to report bak to camp... that time the doctor at A&E ask mi to stay in hospital de lo... i wanted to stay in de today cos i realli cnt take the headache always come n come n come... giddy and giddy... make mi feel very piss off sometime. Tml go bak to camp report to O.C and after that need to see the M.O again... tml i wan to request to go bak to hospital i realli wan to stay in i cnt wait any much further for the specialist appointment to come liao...

I realli hope that i cn revoc or recourse as the time spent at pass offices realli is slow and no stay out... i realli wan stay out badly haiish... miss dear badly since that day when i saw wat she wrote for mi in her blog i realli feel very touch... i realli cn feel wat she is trying to tell mi i realli feel very bad... make her always wait for mi and make her angry at times... sry dear =/ i noe hw u feel cos i feel the same way as u r rite nw... lets hope ting will get better in time k? =) Xmas is coming haha wonder hw will it be wif dear tgt spent tis xmas... sure will be a unforgettable moment again... Love ya haha... muacks =s

ViVo at Häagen-Dazs

2008-11-08T23:59:00.010+08:00

haha that day was very rush... after i book out my dad fetch mi home... den after i reach home a sort while i call dear n chat wif her... but she said she wan c mi badly as she miss mi badly... so ok lo i hurry get change n bath den jiu rush down vivo city... i took cab to meet her den ltr i find her... After meet her awhile she went bak to join her frends who is org. the ting for their upcoming camp games...

Den after that dear frends gtg and wan go other place and dear say its ok ask them go ahead n she stay there for for her parents come bak... that was when an idea stuck, eariler on dear told mi she wan to eat chocolate fondue... so i bring her go eat lo...

Dear Dear DayDream of chocolate fondue tio snap by mi

Dear Dear eat chocolate fondue snap by mi

Dear Dear Snap mi ( trying cover my face )

Dear Dear snap mi eat chocolate fondue

Dun wan hide liao let her take pic ba haha

Open my Big mouth eat & let her snap hehe

Dear i realli hab a great day wif u that day at there altot its a short while and i noe that u wanted to stay longer and spent more time wif mi if u could... but dun worry there is more chances de =) love u... its nv the end...

Sian

2008-11-03T23:09:00.002+08:00

haiish today do some housework and iron my uniform... sian next week is our field camp... wonder tis field camp hw will it be like... and also today whole day had been waiting for her to online to chat... but in the end she never online guess she was busy as also tml she will be returning to singapore... so happy cos dear is coming bak ler... so looking forward to her return and listen to wat she had to share wif mi =)

although had been tinking alot of wat happen but still nt giving up cos i noe that she still care alot abt mi even she is still angry and upset abt mi... ummm i dunnoe y today kinda feel unright as if someting had hit my head... my whole day feel so heavy n i feel so restless le X_X tink i better tml go c doctor and c wats wrong again, as the headache haven recover at all yet... !@#$ so many days yet haven ok wonder wats so wrong... but hope is someting nt that serious ba... if nt =_= dunnoe wat will happen...

Tml dear will be bak so i shall keep myself free more tml lucky i done all the housework today so tml will be abit much free to accompany dear anytime once she msg me hehe... hope she will be happy abt her trip to there too... =)

Haiish

2008-11-02T08:40:00.003+08:00

I cnt slp well and woke up 7+ b4 7.30... after that i had been tinking abt wat happen last night.... i noe muz be mi again thats y she is so piss at mi...

Ytdy i was so happy when i saw dear 1st on9 in msn... chatted awhile den suddenly thing change alot im not sure what happen... i keep toking almost all the while den she nv reply next ting is she say she qns mi alot yet i nv ans...

this few days i had been tinking of her so much so badly i dunnoe whats so wrong that few days b4 her flight to wuxi... all i noe is that she keep saying i had change... all the while i had been tinking abt it... tis 7 nov i promised her to b a surprising one yet i told her i realli wan meet her but its if i cn so i had been trying hard. In the msn last night last very min she told mi forget it she is got her plan asking mi not to ruin it... this her 1st time telling mi tis... that days was suppose to b our day yet she is giving it to other people... i realli dunnoe what to do gd... it has been hard for all tis while im in the army... and i had been trying very hard for everything all i wan is jus her and her to be happy been tgt. i realli cnt imagine that she told mi she is gonna meet another person...

She even say wanting to give up... and i had change alot... attudie towards her change and more... all i wan is her happy tt's y i had been giving in when at time no matter wat happen... i noe im stupid always wait until she is angry den i noe what to do...but i dun realli intent or even wan her to be so mad at mi after all... i jus hope wat she say abt having plan on that day is all not true...

all this while when she is not her everynight i had been tinking through lots of stuff of what she said to mi b4. And even the day i had been asking myself alot too... Wat i realli went wrong wif myself... if this army stuff faster end it would better at least i cn have more time wif her... instead time after time always last min change... i hope tis course faster end so when im on Ops liao at least i grt off days to pei her all... Jus gib watever she needs...

sry is not jus euff... its gonna take more den that... have to buck up before everyting get to the worst or end =( i dun wish it happen any of this... i wan make ting right but seem getting worst if not like she told mi its too late...

Flight to Wuxi

2008-10-26T15:21:00.003+08:00

Today will be dd flying to wuxi ler... ummm so gonna miss her badly lo tis 2 weeks time... haiish... wonder if she will be doing gd or a not or she is doing fine eating and slping well mah... tis morning tok to her b4 her flight is abt to fly... at 7+am

ummm dunnoe y i nw start feel abit someting missing like tt and miss her alot liao... =( hope she will come bak soon...

Last sat on the 18 oct i meet dear and her sis plus her sis frend tgt go escape... we went to escape n had alot fun well nt jus fun of cos i oso grt scare by some of the game there... lols its like my heart still left up in the air while i alrdy at the other part n ground X_X den well nt jus that we also had small fight n argument b4 i meet her cos i was late... n ltr at escape we had a small argument again... well after the escape part we went to the shopping mall at beside for dinner and went to arcde to play... long time nv go aracde liao... den dear dear saw tis toy n like it alot so i try to win one for her yet fail to after many many trys =( sry dear i fail to get u one... haiish

After that dear dear n her sis went home tgt as the parent was there to fetch them... so i went bak wif dear sis frend...

On the 20 Oct i was on MC and stay home rest... den dear came to find mi... so i fetch her n we go NTUC to buy food to cook and eat... We bought the food to cook for pasta and well after awhile shopping in the NTUC for the food we needed for the pasta we went bak to my home to start cooking... tis the 1st time i cook for Dear n a gal wor... its also Dear 1st time cooking for a guy and for mi... lols

It took quite sometime b4 we get it cooked n start eating... Dear dear cook the pasta while i cook the sauce n the hotdogs for the pasta... lols ermm... the pasta that spegehetti pack was for serveing for abt dear family abt 6 person... and i dunnoe den when cooking that time dear was prepareing den i ask her so little where grt euff den i ask her cook whole packet X_X ltr when its done its like so much la... X_X lols den half way when cooking dear den told mi that pack is euff to let her whole family eat... WTH!!! lols so its all done n cooked dear help mi get my share while i get dear de share for her... haha... den ltr when dear was still eating the 1st plate i alrdy finish mine n get my 2nd plate =x lols!!!! dear was shock when i finish when she is still left half =x and even shock when i took my 2nd plate n told her that " dear ar... erm there is like still half of the cooked pasta at the back..." LOL!!

Dear ask mi to keep n i say dun wan... cos if my parent noe i cook again they sure will nag mi or kill mi for that lols... =x well there is reason but nt saying it out here haha... =p so after eating rest awhile after that sometime we tok n dear use my com... after that jiu dear got to go home ler... so b4 sent her home i took some pasta eat again =x after that start washing n throw the rest of the half pasta... Den after that jiu sent dear home liao... sent her down n took cab bak to her home n i went home n call her n tok to her while she go home... haha... =p

Looking forward for dear to cook for mi or cook tgt again haha... so fun =D ummm but well no matter wat haiish nw dear is nt ard here wif mi... she is at wuxi... wonder if she feel the same a not... i miss u alot wor dear... ummm hope u will enjoy over there n get use to the ting at there... it may not b like sg sch n place so clean or new or wat... but hope u will learn alot new ting over there n noe that u r blessed to b in sg hehe...

anw realli wan to say THX DEAR making mi feel so blessed all tis while hehe n of cos i noe im the lucky man LOL! =x dear our 4 month coming soon hehe... hope its a unforgettable one again haha... Love you n miss u too.... faster come bak X_X

Haiish...

2008-10-15T08:57:00.002+08:00

Ummm 2 days ago when dd come my house i bully her X_X tt is wat she wan mi write in her... ok i did bully her =s

Today still on mc n still at home resting... chest still pain n near kidney there pain oso haiish den jus reciv. msg frm dd that she fail her english... =( all tis while she had been wif mi n hardly had much time for her study... she fail cos of mi... wo hai dao ta mei you studys for exams n keep on pei wo... =( sry dear i noe i very selfish nw my selfishness had made u fail ur eng paper... sry dd dun angry mi ler or sad anymore ok???

haiish dunnoe y i always let her down n make her so worry or unhappy...

Sembwang Air Base

2008-10-05T18:39:00.003+08:00

I will b posted there for course 6 weeks, stay in again... sian den tml cnt book out ler...

Tis few days keep on had arguement wif dear... dunnoe wats wrong or wat happen only noe i keep on provoke dao she angry... but after all i do noe that she is still here n be there for mi when i need her =) she is the best haha... sian going 3 months tgt ler yet once again cnt celebrate on the day itself n be tgt... next month 4 month tgt oso cnt... but nvm she will still b there waiting for mi n always be mine haha... love you!

Ummm i wonder after tis 6 week wat will happen again... hope nth bad will happen ba... Been 2 weeks+ since i meet dear... miss her alot... Her exams r here ler so wish her all the best for her exams too =) wish mi tis 6 week nv fall out again... Hope cn meet dear dear asap again realli miss her badly liao...

Today nth much had happened only noe today dear abit kinda nt been herself LOL! ZZZ cos she didnt slp wel or i shld say nv slp... anw sry wor dear X_X if nt mi u would had slp liao lols... u muz b tired too... OH YA!!!! best ting abt tis time at the 6 week is i cn bring HP charger!!!! LOL! =s

So thats all for nw oso dunnoe post or write wat gd... jus knowing i miss dear alot nia... and wan to watch EAGLE EYE!!!! cya all guys ard real soon after the 6 week ba cos i g0nna change new HP which means im gonna b broke n stay home =)

At Last....

2008-10-01T22:14:00.000+08:00

At last once again.... today get to c my dear dear... i was sick n she come take care of mi... thx dear love you... muack haha... But today mama was abit damn piss off abt it tt i allow dear dear jus come to my house while they nt around =_="

Nth much happen n jus watch Money Not Euff 2 wif dear n i make pizza ZZZ end up one of the 1st pieces abit burn LOL! so i ate that while i make again for dear to eat... cn tell she is very hungry oso yet she say no n save some for mi later again... so sweet of her haha... dear dear today came alone n home alone... sry dear cnt keep u accpany back home or come my house...

Past few days many tings had happened, and i almost breakdown in the camp... and not only that i still cnt believe im living in my father army days stardard... WTF~ lols... but heng i still cn manage abit bah... den almost every night in the past few days had arguement wif dear which made mi realli feel very down n moody... Now sick liao den suddenly dear dear come take care mi n pei wo... made mi feel so touch =s haha... Dear THANK YOU!!!! ummm right nw still nt feeling too well... vomit a few time liao today dunnoe y once finish eat nia jiu wan vomit after tt jiu puke out... den head still having the ache n slight giddy and chest pain still there plus cough like no ned money & nobody tai ji... nw the near kidney part oso pain ZZZ wats wrong man... tink tml i will ned to consult the doc again... wat a weakling i am =( fall sick so easily

Moments 07.07.08

2008-09-16T20:50:00.014+08:00

Ummm past few day keep on accompany dear... And nth much happen or special only that she happen to 1st time pay for someting for my own use de and she very happy??? lols? o.o" haha...

nth much to say oso cos i oso dunnoe wat to write down so jus post a few pic that we taken in the past few days and oso the mooncake festival night de pic...

07.07.08

豫贤 ❤ 结华

结华 ❤ 豫贤

Bleak??

Smile =p

Love Bev

Love Bev

Dear so pretty >.<

Guess thats all for nw ba... Sian going to an end of the block leave ler... in another words means going bak to army soon... haiish nw wait for posting and which camp to go... Hope it will b at CMPB ba.

M.I.A back to blog =)

2008-09-06T23:48:00.002+08:00

lols had been MIA for quite sometime ler... lols... nw back to action haha... went to tekong 6weeks ago... nw going 7weeks ler which means PASS OUT weeeeeeee!!!! so happy...

Anw all tis time i really wan to thank dear alot cause all the while when im inside, if nt her accpany i by now mayb realli alrdy at tekong 5th story jump down ler =x lols... not only that she had accpany me, when i am out, and im free she will try her best to meet me... =) thx dear for all the while nv gib up n also that u nv gib up on us even wat had happen btw u and ur parents... i love you... =p

I had been in tekong for the past few weeks thats y my blog had been so dead... nt that i dun wan update but cos weekend come out nia very little time so spent it very wise n get more rest when cn... so no time to update... Many tings had been in the past few week... and i learn alot tings frm it n saw alot tings that happen... dunnoe if my sir told mi de its true a not but serious i do find it abit quite true is that during tis time, which im in camp n tings are happening outside and i had been through it ler. Im alrdy starting to get more mature n grow up... i do find myself start to learn hw to act and tink abit... but not really all...

One ting is for sure is that, im a chao keng warrior in my company n all do noe mi lols... but sometime is realli nt keng... is realli sick haha...but wat so ever it abt to b over... Had gone through quite alot ler and i at inside almost realli go depression n crazy cos of the stupid rule n freedom... every night in bunk wif my bed buddy n his buddy 3 of us all go crazy and depression... screaming like hell n punch wall, cupboard, bed n also kicking it... right now i also not sure if i will go on like tis mah in unit next time... but one ting is for sure the depression will always end when book out lols and it start again when i wear my uniform... haiish =x

Now tis coming tue i will b out of tekong ler... once out i sure will treat dear better... althought all tis while sometime she kinda show abit of temper is ok cos i do understand... i wnt blame at all... I promise that once out i will treat u better... Also all tis time im at inside i keep on sort of abit or mayb neglect her quite alot... so she angry or wat wif mi thats y... =s

Monday will go SGH again for therpy session, Tue P.O.C and Wed will go SGH again for appointment wif the specialist n also do x-ray den Thurs meet dear. Fri mayb will be going out wif my platoon mate to club... nt cfm yet and also had to c if dear dear allow mah =) haha if dun allow is ok >.<"

guess thats all ba... if realli wan noe wat happen in my BMTC time den ask mi bah or mayb when meet will tok abt it... lols hehe going 7/9/08 ler which means 2 month ler... ummm rite now i wan to say... I LOVE YOU dear. =) hope we will get even better along down the road n always be tgt ba...

Missing you>.<

2008-07-25T16:59:00.004+08:00

Bear is here to help piggy dd post..3rd day in tekong le..missing eu lots worx..like something is just missing..and its u=/..Wonder how is eur life in camp..after receiving eur msg..知道你一切按好felt better=) ..hahas..don worry too much k..Mr Pang will be back on the 7th Aug night..so looking forward to tt day..=P ..in the mean time..promise eu i will study hard for my exam and try to get better result k..hahas..KAMPATE! 加油！..Hugs and kisses ..XoXo ..

I LOVE YOU 5201314184<3

Time to Wait for Awhile Much Longer

2008-07-18T21:13:00.002+08:00

Today was a day which its not unforgettable jus for Dear but also for me! Went to find Dear again today haha and late abot 5mins =x that is so bad again... had to let dear wait for mi again =s

Today when i reach Dear de sch and was on my way walking to her back gate den i suddenly saw Dear de frends again those who had go sentosa de 2 of them >.<" i pretend i didnt c them n try walk away =s den suddenly " Xiong Xiong wait for her ar? Come here wait ba " den i was orh... =s lols tot they didnt c mi =x LOL! too big size liao cnt hide =s LOL! So well call Dear and told her where am i and ask her walk over there... So Dear de frend asked for my psp and play so i lend her =)

When Dear come over she was abit stun lols... hw come i was wif her frends haha... And i pass Dear her subway dbl chocolate cookies >.<" So after awhile we go ler n her frend was lyk huh so fast lols... she haven play until the game =s lols... So went to find place eat and land ourself at sake sushi lols...

When we reach there inside looking at menu den grt tis auntie waitess come over and gave us a vocher for a free dunnoe wat chicken if we order over 20bucks and above. So yup thank auntie =) haha i order a chicken set lunch and Dear say she was quite full and wan order mayb a drink n dessert ba, so i also order a drink same as Dear de but different flavour lols... And Dear took a sushi frm the moving machine and i preorder a tuna mayo lols... The food was nice >.<" when the food all come Dear was like OMG so many... lols can u finish it? LOL!!! >.<" im wei wang ok =x i can eat alot jus lyk monster LOL! =s So after all the food Dear ask the lady to serve the dessert ice cream and Dear ate half and left the other half for mi and i say i dun wan cos she eat very litte food and still wan gib mi half the ice cream when its so small... lols so i say someting and she realli did it... i totally go blank and shock as i realli nv tot she would do it for the 1st time she been so " zhu tong " and i was like trying to cut it smaller to eat but nv cut dao den Dear say wa u so fast forget hw to cut it liao ar? Cos i helped her cut it a few time jus nw lols...

So after that faster make payment and left ler pei Dear Dear until her sch gate and send her go CCA and find a void deck slack n play PSP haha... Dear after that come out again and we sat awhile b4 we go J8 look for a diary... ummm Dear was funny dun wan let mi eat LOL! >.<" haha but well i noe u r tinking gd for mi =) thx and love u alotz haha... So when we reach J8 went looking for it but dun realli have wat she wan de so send her home again =)

Dear thx wor today realli very touch by wat u said n did >.<" haha noe u care for mi alot too ummm hope that all tis remaining days we will spent real gd time tgt until i next fri go army. Hope all tis memory will last until the very day that we cn meet again after i go army... 7 more days b4 i army and 7 more days b4 all ur exams again... hope u dun tink about other stuff so much ler and put more afford on ur studys ba =) jiayou and wish u gd luck... Hope the prays will work n help =)

Moments Of Touch

2008-07-17T22:41:00.002+08:00

ummm tis morning wake up early n get nervous... lols i nv realli did tis b4 ever lols and it made mi gone so nervous n cant wait to happen when i think of it...

1st ting i did was get prepare and set off to my house downstair to collect stuff and off i go to Dear de sch and meet her. When i was walking frm the shop to bus stop alrdy a few person was looking at me ler, when im at the bus stop KILL IT man lols! im the so LIME Light... everyone was like kinda keep looking at mi n the stuff den when bus stop by to let off passenger was even more people looking at it and mi OMG lor i feel so uneasy =s lols so paiseh lols. Thats not the end its just the beginning, when i onboard 106 head towards clemeiti mrt when it stop at clemeiti ite there when those ite student onboard all was like 1st ting see that ting den look at mi n was like ltr bhind mi n gossip abt the stuff ler lols...

After that i took the mrt, in the train OMG! everyone look at it n mi den some keep look at it n ltr smile at mi omg la =s so paiseh le >.<" den ltr each time the train stop or when people get in or opps. side waiting train de sure will look at mi and the stuff... wakaka feel like im a ming xin or yandao =x all look at mi LOL! kidding~

So when i reach Dear sch was like... OMG im abit too early? lols by about 20mins ba so i wanted wait her at her sch back gate den i was sort of lost my sense of road den ltr when i found it 1st ting that goes in my mind is " OMG, no way! Shit man! " lols... den i was like walking towards the back gate ler den i saw a few student at 3 floor looking down den suddenly like asking frend all come c tis n that den i c more n more people la... OMG lo... i paiseh dao faster turn around and retreat LOL! So i was at the void deck waiting for Dear ltr some of her sch mate was out ler den 1 by 1 group by group all walk pass and saw it... i feel very shy lor =s

When DEAR come out she was like stand there wan come dun wan come, ltr when she come i pass her the 2nd stuff 1st while i hide the 1st ting bhind my back den she was like walking bside mi den i wan surprise her lols... den she suddenly stopped and was like laughing den ask mi to walk infront 1st... So that was the very time when i show her n take out the 1st tings and she gone " OMG! OMG! O-M-G! " and laugh nonstop >.<" haha ask her to accpect yet she kinda like dunnoe and dunnoe lols... I guess i did touch her at that very moment haha... That was when ltr awhile her frends who had when sentosa that day saw it den run come den OMG also lols den say dunnoe wat haha... So in the end Dear accpected it and take it haha... I seriously hope u will like it alot and always remember today and every single ting about it.

After that went to AMK hub to watch movie, wanted to watch "BAD MAN" den end up nv as "BAD MAN" left the front 2 rows, so watch "RED CLIFF" n bought a couple sit =) And we went dunnoe wat shop and eat lunch haha and Dear de frend was kinda dunnoe wan eat wat same as mi lols... So ltr after sometime we had place the order and EAT! haha lols Dear frend nv tag along on movie, as she is there to shop de but get p.s so we asked her its ok to tag wif us after all its ok she say she like light bulb =s but ok la she is not =) she only joinned us for lunch nia... And feel abit sry cos in the end still we kinda lyk p.s her also for the movie... ummm we missed the abt 10-20mins of the start of the show but well nvm its ok =)

Omg lor when we step in there... !@#$ the counter ROAR say no more seat left on the left or right the only free seat left is ard the back 2 row which is jus nice couple de while the rest is oso quite infront de... ZZZ when we go in den c left and right side all empty de la... no ppl sit at all so Dear and i sit the left last row wakaka jus us 2. Den Dear was lyk saying mayb the "BAD MAN" also lyk that but cant be ba cos that show is on Show Today 1st day of it out sure like that de... "RED CLIFF" was nice and at inside >.<" for the 1st time i hugged Dear haha =x but lols someting funny happened back den shall nt write here haha... U noe I noe can ler =)

So after the movie send Dear back home again =) ummm Dear hope u will love everyting that happen today and the tings that i had try to plan although the timing was abit very poorly done haha... Love You alot =) oh ya... and also this the 1st time since we tgt until now Dear had say someting to mi without hesite haha... I feel that i had been melt by u too haha... But guess i did total melt u down ba >.<" haha

1st Week together and Meet as Couple =)

2008-07-14T18:46:00.002+08:00

lols umm today was very disappointing in the morning... as i was force by mom to go shop which i had long alrdy say im not going today la... ZZZ den still force n threaten damn piss la...

Den blah blah blah tot cnt meet dear dear liao den ltr heng that aunty come say she cn help den lucky lor so i faster rush to hougang n took cab to her sch find her... 2nd time and 2nd time late =_=" very bad very very bad ZZZ... So hmmm passed dear dear her present, hope u will like it =) haha den after that tgt walk to bus stop n took bus 88 to go AMK hub and saw her frend anqi at the bus stop n took the same bus.

So we alighted at AMK mrt there de bus stop and yup she accpany mi go eat lunch as i haven eat n im very hungry =s lols after that i wan ask dear dear eat the cookie she dun wan lols... hmmm den hmmm after eating i show her a pic =x i snap her while she playing psp lols... den she wan delete it =s den ummm erm i kiss her face thats the 1st time ba? =x haha i was kinda shy... and b4 that i try hold her hand n.... X_X omg la lol she too smart lols i fail to after a few attemp >.< i get hold of her hand and we went window shopping =)

Then i accpany her bak to her house and accpany her until the lift there =) Dear Dear im sry today kinda like disappoint you again den the gift was... =( we go get it fix tgt soon ok? =( hope u like the present anw... love you always :)

OMG its just so real =)

2008-07-13T17:06:00.001+08:00

lols hmmm ytdy was half day at shop and its seriously a bad lousy day until dear talk to cheer mi up...

Hmmm she is rather surprise when i was able to noe wat she dislike without her saying or wat at all haha... hmmm den ltr on she for the 1st time say someting very sweet to mi haha and i just so cant believe it haha so happy =p she for the 1st time she so fast say it >.<" happy to dead liao =s

As for today haha =s pig sia slp until 12+ =.=" hmmm until nw so far haven realli doen anyting yet lols... very lazy den dear dear went ECP wif family lols hw i wish cn go ECP again wif frends or her if can =) hmmm hope DD had fun there today..

Cya guy ltr next time =) i go sweep n mop the floor 1st XD time to b a house man ler =_="

1st Time to Sentosa with Friends!

2008-07-07T22:13:00.004+08:00

lols... ok i noe i sound like a mountain pig or turtle or monk or watever who get down the mountain and go sentosa play... lols but hmmm its not my 1st time visit there but its the 1st time i go sentosa and play with frends lols...

ok i was kinda abit late or i shld say i late =s lols... i put my time 8.45am wake up but still wake up 9+ =x heng my mom call mi if not i tink i would b still slping... So after that i faster msg my dear dear and ask if her frend mind mah lols cos im the only guy go kinda like very wierd den she say come ba she 10am meeting frends at YCK mrt so i faster n go out...

So i reach vivo abt 11+ abit which they r there ler waiting for mi lols i feel very bad =x 1st time meeting nia late liao =_=" den they was buying some food to eat and hmm i grt nt much money as in cash so i went atm press 50 buck... lols worst is i dunnoe where the atm is =x hab to ask lols...

After that went to vivomart buy some crackers n drinks... and well bought ticket n go there... sit the ting like train de lols den tuu tuu there we are lols at sentosa den we took tram to siloso beach and they wan to play volleyball n i rmb kinda cn rent the volleyball den end up dun hab so i bought a volleyball cos dun wan to disappoint the rest of them so i bought a volleyball lor... so hor next time anyone wants to play volleyball let mi noe i lend u all =)

After that was like walking at the beach lols den i kick some sand onto dear dear den she was like walking infront of mi lols den she stop n let mi walk 1st den at the back she keep on kick sand bak lols... den was itcy de lor lols...after that went into the sea n play... omg lor... didnt noe sentosa grt so many BIRDS!!!! i only throw some sand n splash some seawater at dear dear den she make birds dropping on mi LOL!!! seriously LOOK SO MUCH LIKE BIRD DROPPINGS!! lols den after that went into the sea awhile n find rock or shell or stone to throw >.< and bump bump bump 3 time b4 it goes deep down the sea haha... den dear dear oso wan to learn so i teach her but she didnt able to do it den nvm lols slowly ba jiayou very easy nia dear =)

Den rent pedding dunnoe wat la so mi n dear dear play lor =) i cycle until leg damn sour la lols den we play less den 5min n was ask to come bak wth den shortly after jiu rain liao so get refund haha... THX DEAR! if nt her i dun tink will get bak refund =s lols...

Den we go get change ler jiu ltr all of dear dear frends they wan take pic lols... all of the gal take pic while i b their camera man =) haha dunnoe if grt take nicely mah lols... after that dear dear she said she hungry and wan grab a bite so i accpany her go buy and eat after that we go bak to vivo ler bak to singapore haha...

At vivo saw quite a few frend but nv say hi to them anw they oso nv say hi or saw mi but only one grt say hi to mi n saw mi lols... he work in shangri-la oso that time... den he say mi 1st ting " cb, wat happen to ur hair? you wif who, doing wat?" lols... y muz everyone comment my new hair style =x LOL! So after tt jus had dinner which is my 1st meal for the day =x and ltr jiu went home ler after send dear dear bak den i take train bak home... lols was a fun day n a day i wnt forget forever =)

Hehe realli happy n gald i grt u after so many month trying to woo u =)

Just another day...

2008-07-02T22:32:00.004+08:00

har? har? haha? jus so bored today whole day was jus wondering n thinking over LJ tell mi the thing that night... Until now i still thinking i got her point and know it, but i dun find it this way... haiix... I dun realli know why also...

A few had said to go on while others told mi something esle but who should i listen? Alrdy dunnoe my own way ler starting... lols just like a lost way to home de pig LOL! hmmm but what i realli believe is de when been told about is " what's yours will be yours no matter what u hide or run will still be yours, what's not yours u do what also still wont be yours. " and also i believe in " if it realli come, then no matter what you do or hide or run still it will come it to your way. "

To make thing even sian is im about to enter army ler... har har har ha ha haiixx... so sian liao...starting was looking forward faster get in n over now... think feel like want somemore time before enter... but forget it shall not realli think about it ler... Let it over as in the time... let time over and then shall see how thing goes ba... Hope and wish all the best for ya =) hmm its not abt nan de qi and can let it go but its abt weather knowing hw to let it go and get hold of the opportunity that comes by. That was wat i kinda been told haha...

Updates - BREATHLESS

2008-06-30T23:01:00.000+08:00

Jus Update BLOG song... Hope all will like it... now im realli out of breath... totally breathless...

Song Name: Breathless
Singer: Shayne Ward

Heres there lyrics...

If our love was a fairy tale
I would charge in and rescue you
On a yacht baby we would sail
To an island where we’d say I do

And if we had babies they would look like you
It’d be so beautiful if that came true
You don’t even know how very special you are

Chorus

You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me
Breathless

And if our love was a story book
We would meet on the very first page
The last chapter would be about
How I’m thankful for the life we’ve made

And if we had babies they would have your eyes
I would fall deeper watching you give life
You don’t even know how very special you are

You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me

You must have been sent from heaven to earth to change me
You’re like an angel
The thing that I feel is stronger than love believe me
You’re something special
I only hope that I’ll one day deserve what you’ve given me
But all I can do is try
Every day of my life

You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me
Breathless

You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me
Breathless

E-A-S-T C-O-A-S-T P-A-R-K

2008-06-29T22:05:00.003+08:00

Lols went to ECP today... but was bit of very pissed off by someone i shall not say here anw... Today meet yang n hao n we go ECP tgt... haha meet 12.30+ here and reach there abt 1pm after that meet up wif the rest. And had lunch at MAC well... the only ting i noe is, i botak look very weird la head so big =/

So after lunch was nonstop of fun for 4hrs... i all the way was skate lols... so tired and after that we went to clemeiti center there eat for dinner... well lets nt say to much here... let the pic do the rest of the talk again.

Picture all taken by Kang.

haha i look funny rite? told ya...

cheng

siong

y snap my back X_X

haha i was alrdy so hot n tired i sat down rest awhile lols =x waiting for the rest =)

when was tis taken again? o.o

u saw the white shirt gal bhind mi? kang wan her number =x

i was nt there cos i cnt catch up with them X_X

twist >.<

im so tired n i jus ku yi fall down n sit... DEAD~

blackie hao

blackie hao

cheng

my darling andy lols =x

siong

ang moh kao =x

dunnoe her well but she is xiaofang

eunice

cheng, andy, siong

act one xiong

step dao

i gay with siong *kiss patten*

i look dumb into the sky LOL!

there is someting in the sky where i point...

haha thats mi =) yandao mah? =x LOL! i noe like shit haha...

thats all... i will go ECP again soon! more to come haha

Not Use....

2008-06-27T21:35:00.002+08:00

hmmm today early morning i haven sleep full and was awake by kor liao... " Di, qi lai liao. " SIAN DAO!!!! =_=" then i hurry wake up cause i hear something else >.< papa ask u to drive that honda accord go shop! I was happy to death man =x lols... 2.4cc engine hmmm seriously to say its very smooth n easy to drive... abit of oil and its already far and fast... lols! So like that i was early waken up and drive to shop... After tt !@#$$!@#!$#@ the dealer of the car =x lols... come change that accord to mazda 2 =_=" kao eh... step n step still ike not moving fast euff =x LOL! But still hmmm the car come nia i park in again lor >.<" abit too near the line =x lols... 2nd time getting into the lot at carpark =x haha

So in the afternoon was very stress =s not stress anything impt but something stupid =x which is.... to CUT BOTAK or NOT???? LOL!!! cause hair long liao then like very sian of the style all long one side nia... plus weather recently so HOT so i decide to cut botak 1st. Hehe 1st reason " COOLING ", 2nd " YANDAO " =x lols kidding actually 2nd reason is cause soon will cut also thats why i cut 1st anw...

So near evening i drive that mazda 2 wif my kor in the car advice n help abit out just in case i new nia need help... So frm my mom shop went to petrol station 1st as already running empty soon, after that went to buy my P plate as i haven got mine yet... After that i drop my kor at the road side while i drive to the carpark opp. my house and cut hair... heng manage to do the parking at the carpark one shot in perfect =s

Went cut botak, after that went home rest awhile then went fetch my parents and go jurong had dinner and drive back again =) haha... well, after pass 1st thing already did ler which is bring parent out to dinner haha guess thats all ba... nite ppl =) hope more gd thing will follow up again =)

SIAN

2008-06-26T02:21:00.004+08:00

Hmmm so sian haiish dunnoe why out of sudden just cant sleep haha... and my mind like took me to play coster... round and round spin and spin yea... kinda like that de feel ba... wanted to update song into imeem yet... haha guess what? Got fuck up of it... so didnt update...

Someone who told mi i look like her dog so big size =_=" at least your si ren big size de husky got people want and care le lols...

Anyway shit man... i cant get the sleep haha... Just now saw this beetle and hell man it send mi a very chill down my spine... and it sucks. I totally hate it... feeling so xin ku now plus sick argh... n the backbone keep on... damn it le... Must it all come at once? Even my leg there also suddenly now the viens feel like sour sour de... Thought i had found someone to chat with just now asking to help and end up " dot dot dot" i haven even start say a word i get that... lols... very nice of a hearing ear huh... still ask mi say out to share kns... ARGH i dunnoe la just feel very sick now, feel like cut botak now the hair so irrating but once cut botak dun wan feel like go out ler... So now before cut i guess i will meet whoever i feel like want to meet then botak!

SICK

2008-06-25T20:44:00.003+08:00

Today dunnoe wat happen jus knowing thing just go very crazy! 1st i feel very sick whole day just that i stay on strong n well still ok... but later near evening time suddenly my backbone there the place where always get hurt n very pain until i will start to !@#$ n bite teeth ler...

It just keep on n off the pain... and i feel very sick n end up i felt so soft like a jelly anytime may just... you know... Then didnt know why just nw when i reach home something happen which i abit dont get it. Sort of very confuess n private la which dont think i shall say it here. So blur right now...

命中注定 this way bah i guess... seriously its so fated haha... but well shall let it be ba... See how and where will i get to again. A week ago, i just found myself in very lucky only n start to cheer up n thing get me happy, now again finding myself sort of back to where i was.

2008-06-24T23:40:00.003+08:00

Haii sian le... dunnoe y since tt day my heart most of the time feel so sour... aiya tinking too much ler la... Army Days coming... Time to give up everyting i wan bah i guess dun feel lyk tink ler... The more i tink of it n wat jus almost realli happen i cn feel lyk someting sank down deeply lols... damn it man lucky i grt my 4 walls b my accpany...

Toking to the wall is so fun... >.<" they listen and wnt argue bak or try intertup n make u forget wat u was trying to say... haha so gd rite? Guess i feeling lyk so crazy nw... mayb im ba haha crazy is gd yea haha always will b Crazy and Unwanted lols crazy ppl who will wan lols... anw hmmm seriously dunnoe wat im realli tinking nw... today tis guy well he say " you waiting for army? " i reply " ya " next he say " haha, can tell cos when i was abt to enter army, i was same as u, gong tai tai n tink nth lyk tt n anyhw tink. Tinking if i shld work or not, or wat better. "

But well at least i tink he gd luck abit... better den mi no luck de guess thats all ba... i wan tok to the wall... tok here no ppl c oso bye all...

-offically dead-

Sian

2008-06-23T19:08:00.002+08:00

Hmmm sch reopen ler for sec n pri so sian lor... i had to go help mom again but well still quite happy la lols... hmmm start to adopt watever is on going nw starting to find it nt bad n gd after all no more seeing KITS used on mi which i very sick of it alrdy... nt gonna say it here but well watever it is im going army soon so yup... haha pes C tekong relax relax... lols go there vacation more relax =x shall c hw to enjoy the life =x

Tink quite true when over come tis mail i revic. today =)

Dominant in relationships. - tink yes im
Someone loves them right now. - yes of cos
Always wants the last word. - always wants it more den anyone else
Caring. - mayb not sure... but tink yes
Smart. - nt smart at all...
Loud. - of cos im loud sometime
Loyal. - always loyal
Easy to talk to. - yup i agree
Everything you ever wanted. - nt realli always
Easy to please. - yes most of the time
A pushover. - i not sure...
Loves to gamble and take chances. - dun love gamble but do take chances
Needs to have the last say in everything. - mayb ba... nt very sure
They think they know everything and usually do. - lols... i guess its true?
Respectful to others but you will quickly lose their respect if you do something untrustworthy towards them and never regain respect. - always happened =_=
The do not forgive and never forget The one and only. - i nt sure but tink so ba...

Anw hmmm thx Bear for accpany toking at night on the fone recently lols... n oso well i noe i did abit of slp toking the last time... lols but well anw thx haha =)

ECP

2008-06-12T22:48:00.007+08:00

Went to ECP wif sheng chao, kok long n 2 frend =) let pic do the tok and well... i was been snap wifout knowing =.= so is kok long X_X

trying to step emo =x

nice rite? =.= tio snap n dunnoe LOL!

koklong oso tio snap lols...

had a great day... thx for beening so swee =) n had a great day playing again

FELT SO SIAN!

2008-06-05T23:34:00.002+08:00

Dunnoe y today so sian... or izzt cos of wat's gonna matter soon... or else ting... went to swimming again today but didnt last as there was lightning as if its gonna rain n it keep on stiking... so i faster get up but well at least grt swim 1hr ba i guess...

But when swimming tt time... i dunnoe wat happen all i noe is a sudden choke in my nose... ZZZ den ltr after awhile next ting i noe is im having bleeding nose if i snezze anyting out will hab blood =.=" or sometime is cough... only happen recently lols... and always easily feel giddy... as if wan faint lyk tt lols... wonder if i faint who will b able carry mi up LOL!!! so big size >.<" guess mayb i drink too less of water ba... haha

So had dinner ltr on at cousin house... my parent bought dinner up so i ate there... hmmm yummmy but ate alot =/ tink wat i swim today goes wasted =.=" haha... hmmm time realli is short... no much free time to play or out ler i guess... well nvm i look forward tis type of day cos sick of tings ard... wan faster get it over n enter army n start afresh inside there... Hope tings will change ard mi after i enter =) look forward to new ppl, new surrounding and new life

guess nth much bah... always is abt swimming, suana and gym nia tis few days on lols... dunnoe y jus quite lyk addict to it liao... haha swimming is fun, gym is even FUN! but cnt daily go lols... best 1 week few time will do haha... >.< dunnoe if grt slim down liao mah LOL!!! kidding jus started nia... hw cn it b so fast take effect de LOL! =)

peAcE out guys =) hope cn meet all more ard b4 i guess the story ends there.

!@#$ up man...

2008-06-04T23:28:00.010+08:00

Dunnoe y tis few week n days always so easily lose my coolness... BUT im realli damn piss at ppl who realli went overboard when toking as if they always use the butt brain tok only... i noe i always do tt too but when its time for serious pls b so... dun always b such a pu$$y n act as one n b lyk one and tok lyk one. Be MAN of ur words. Now its my turn to say it bak.

To make tings even ugly today... jus nw when i came home someone told mi someting n make mi even piss off... insistenly i invite the guy into chat n start bursting all anger den he nv even tok... !@#$ shit... make mi so tulan tt i jio him out to tok n settle it... damn ass put word into my mouth using my name n EVEN b a JERK towards my frend... i hate tis type of ppl... when house grt food still wan go out eat nvm somemore wan to eat my frend up... if its nt my frend i cnt say much... but nw it happen to b my frend... !@#$ him no mroe frend liao i guess... dun let mi c him outside if nt i make sure i will tok him for sure abt tis.

Anw saw tis post somewhere... find it rather accurte =/

VIRGO - The Perfectionist

Dominant in relationships - i nt sure if im

Conservative - guess im bah...

Always wants the last word - I AM TIS FOR SURE

Argumentative - always happen =.=

Worries - i does tt all the time...

Very smart - Not mi for sure =)

Dislikes noise and chaos - agree i dun lyk noise n chaos haha...

Eager - YES!!! IM VERY EAGER!!!

Hardworking - anyting but nt on studys =)

Loyal - hmmm nt sure if im ned comment lols...

Beautiful - im nt of cos lols

Easy to talk to - tink im ba... but always oso easy to get arguements

Hard to please - yes im very hard to please at times!

Harsh - im always so harsh since young X_X bad habbit =/

Practical and very fussy - of cos im practical n very fussy at time la wakaka =x

Often shy - im often shy i totally agree X_X

Pessimistic - wat is tis i nt sure...

Hmmm quite zhun de lols ppl who noe mi guess u all do noe ba lols... im realli in diet progress liao lols haven noe if i had slim down yet... only noe i had been swimming, suana everday since tt day started only today nv cos someting happen so end up nv do anyting... if nt today is go gym de =)

WTF MAN WTF!!!!

2008-05-31T23:59:00.002+08:00

WTF lor... abit retard lyk tt today lols... happen quite alot ting so nw let mi say wat happen in the last at the end of the day.

Jus nw when after meeting kangjie n zhii awhile i went home... took cab...den i tell him uncle pls go bukit batok EAST AVE 6. Ltr he drive den i c y nv turn den the way lyk go wrong way liao... den i tell him again uncle ar... i is bukit batok EAST ave 6... so ltr he was lyk... huh so its nt here... cos he tot is bukit batok WEST ave 6...he tot its at there... cos all of them only rmb ave 6 forgetting there is a EAST n WEST den ltr i tell him here if u go is bukit batok WEST de all... n i dun rmb bukit batok grt WEST ave 6 =/ den go detour... when reach home is $8.10 liao den i was abit sian 1/2... didnt wan say him cos everyone make mistake jus abit unhappy start to scold inside myself say y he lyk tt lyk ku yi de lols... so when stop i abt to take 9 buck out he say 5 buck will do... den i say dun la... i gib him 6 buck ltr... den he wan gib mi change i say dun ned... den i say if 6 buck is euff... after all its nt easy to realli rmb all the road even my dad at time will go wrong too lols... den i oso bu hao yi shi la.. working is nt easy de since he alrdy noe he go wrong n wan charge mi less den its ok... the last time i sit cab frm there home was ard 6+ or 7+ buck abit... tt is y im asking if 6 buck was euff a not cos even diesal nw oso quite ex de liao... dun wan ppl work liao nv earn still loss money... nt gd so gib him 6 buck in the end... feeling abit very bad n guilty scold him inside heart b4 stopping n stop the meter... lols... but still rmb the other time the taxi go wrong way oso den still charge mi alot money !@#$ nvm lols forget it jus another few more buck nia...

Guess tt's all ba... tis few day had been on diet ler haha... eat lesser n had nt eat dinner oso... if hungry wan eat dinner abt 5+ or 6pm jiu make oats to eat... n keep go swimming haha very fun but my qi very lousy =/ awhile jiu cnt liao n oso went suana... haha very fun... will keep on until i go army ba i tink... =) bb all

Town

2008-05-28T23:48:00.003+08:00

today woke up as normal time... den ltr sheng chao come find mi at my mom shop...haha he was shy when my mom wan treat him lols... ltr we sat tok tok n ltr suddenly he ask if wan go town so i say anyting lor since nth to do oso... after all my mom shop oso no much ppl plus rainning weather... so i ask n they say ok so ok lor.. =)

After tt went sheng chao house 1st... den his frend come n its i c b4... so chat awhile after tt chao come my house n bath liao jiu go out... go town walk walk tok tok... lols den i say play dare wif chao =x si tou jian dao bu =x loser ltr take no. frm gal ltr in town LOL! den i lose 2 time =x but end up i nv take any =x LOL!!! i shy shy... haha

Hmmm sian lor... so after tt eat dinner liao jiu go cine... after tt jiu go home... nth much so sian... mayb next next week de Sunday open BBQ again lols... oso nt sure le... sian guess tt's all for today so tata all =)

OH still rmb tt time i say someone slp in the interchange??? LOL! saw him again slping at there again wan snap again but nv lols feel very bad LOL! =x

Bath Bobby

2008-05-27T21:50:00.002+08:00

Hmmm today nth much happen... When to learn driving lesson den ltr msg my Dear Dear ( fenlan a.k.a maple wife ) den was asking if when is her TP n she told mi she jus finish her tp n PASSED X_X lols so i told her pass liao muz drive mi out =x LOL!

After my driving lesson i went home n bath my dog... been so long since i do a full groom n bath for him =/ always is my mom or other ppl dig my dog ear... today im the one doing for him XD so fun =x he act so xiao hai zi sia X_X cnt tahan him lols... den ltr bath for him n he wetted my lower part =/ frm pants down on all wet -_-" after tt dry him up... den make up for him XD haha k la... nt realli make up jus powder him which is dunnoe for wat forget liao n oso he will smell gd... haha whole process of it was so fun XD hmmm after his turn of cos its mine...

Frm a few day ago if u ppl dun noe... i had been on diet XD n no dinner lols... lazy to run so 1st keep my diet small 1st =/ n oso im looking for ppl to pei wo go swimming lols... sian is tt i haven found any... =/ lols... guess tt is all... bb all

So FUN!

2008-05-24T20:58:00.004+08:00

went to east coast n play... was very dissapointing tt day... one by one stun n stun n b4 tt oso stun n stun... so i realli BWK liao... hmmm went to there n play n saw quite alot frend n ppl frm my sec sch last time de... took some pic there... n siong was showing his sexy leg... dun feel lyk saw wat happened... so only a few pic...

there kang dun wan his slipper liao PLS FINE him for letter in the sea =x

i nv get down cos im wearing shoes tt day so nv go down to beach at all =(

THERE u c???? SIONG SHOWING HIS SEXY LEG!!!!

nth to do so update some pic which happen many days ago de...

17 may

act blur act stupid act cute =.="

mi so yandao hor wif cap? =x

18 may

Polar Bear >.< but nt black sian =/ LOL!

19 may

=x c no evil

Im trying to act cute i noe =_="

=)

20 may

is it beautiful??? i saw it keep flying in my mom shop n nv fly out so snap it wif 3.2mega pix hp cam =x

Closer view

OWNING!!! =x

2008-05-18T23:01:00.004+08:00

Sian lor... no money liao lols... broke man!! Today was ask to go help my cousin who jus bought a psp which is his bday present n helped him abit nia nth much... Jus help him n teach him hw to upload game into his psp... And oso was ask to bring my psp along so de irrated lols cos bring my psp to help him after tt went out wif it lols.. anw sry didnt wish u happy bday n oso cnt la... Guess u noe y oso... n cnt celebrate oso his bday...

So today after helping him went to Bt Timah meet up wif frend play lan game n wait until tulan very pissed... keep on scold n scold =x lols n my pri sch frend come meet up wif mi =) lols he is realli so damn tall X_X 188 haii.... After tt chatted wif him n ask him along to join my frend play n he didnt wan... hmmm he change alot since the last time i met him... he look abit much erm big size or fat =x lols cos last time when i rmb met him he was nt lyk tt de... After tt guess wat?? he say "hey i notice someting abt u when i last met u.... u grow fat!" LOL!!! i was luffing lyk hell =x den he say " i rmb u was much fitter the last time when i met u during new yr(2007 if i nv rmb wrong... or was it tis yr de cnt rmb well forget liao) "... and i luff until wan fall =x den i say he oso grow fat den he say " knn =.= piiang eh i slim liao ok... b4 i enter army was 100 nw 90 liao..." den i say no le i tt time meet u, u oso nt tis fat =x lols den was lyk he dun wan say tis liao LOL! =x hmmm chatted wif him awhile den go lan game... den he left i felt lyk very ps him... cos say hao come out for coffee end up ltr i go lan game wif ppl... nvm will make up to him next week i tink...

So went to the lan game n play dota lols... im a NEWBIE ok n was nt wanted =x lols they keep say wa wif u sure lose liao den LOL! play 2 round... 1st round used the panda char n was nt quite gd wif it but the other time when i at cousin house play was quite easy mayb he keep on guide mi alot, den tt 1st round we lose n my frend all keep say yea they won LOL! den blah blah blah.... den 2nd round we play random group n random char... so well i had a char wif i nv play b4 de n i ask koklong if tt char easy use den he say quite hard but very gd at killing TOWER, den i say dun wan la lyk tt cos i wan de is cn kill ppl lols.. so i repick n random grt a char which was strong n easy to use lols... well same old ting... i was 1st blood again LOL!!! n keep on abit hard to play cos find the life short... ltr koklong help mi buy stuff all tis. Den my lane was 2 tower down liao by den lousy def by mi LOL! after tt i start to get better wif it liao n koklong teach mi hw to kill them LOL! so i start to kill ppl liao n i run fast euff to chase them LOL! =x so one after one n on... b4 i start to become realli strong i alrdy get very use to it so was running ard def while the rest go attack =) den koklong ask mi to charge liao dun def so much lols.. so i start to go ard kill them... haha kill siong very fun =x cos he suan mi say tink i realli invisable... which cos they cn c mi liao after buying some stuff... but b4 tt andy alrdy told mi so i noe la... ZZZ so ltr start to attack n chiong liao dun wan kill them oso lols n end up 1st time i kill them quite a few time lols was abit too over reacted =x LOL! so in the end my grp won =) thx to koklong guide if nt oso dunnoe buy wat n hw to use tt char lols...

After dota all of them stop ler left mi n koklong so we play CS until the money is $5 lols...koklong was quite gd cos at ite tt time we always play n i lose lols.... den we stop ler go find hao n siong... they 2 went play pool n i join in play lor... if nt oso sian... den again im a NEWBIE lols lose 2 game =) siong oso lose... lols hao was realli nt bad.. but abit sometime taiko haha... but taiko oso ned luck cos he keep on taiko n grt it in LOL! =) keep it up haha... after we play pool 3 game we had dinner... and OMG! lols

Guess wat? i had a plate of chicken chop n ltr still order 1 plate of chao guo tiao... LOL!!! den after tt i feel still quite hungry =x cos i feel damn hungry lor LOL! After tt den jiahao say wan eat chao guo tiao oso.. den i ask him help mi order again =x den he ltr wan go order he suddenly turn bak n say " aunty dun wan sell us " den i was huh? wtf? lols den dunnoe y say huh y dun wan sell... den jiahao say close liao LOL!!! hmmm after dinner we left n go gd view slack awhile... lols mi, andy n yang took cab go while the rest sat kangkang de car go... After alight the taxi, i say wan bomb them a nt? =x lols so make up a story n bluff say we sat the taxi almost accident den when we were lyk ok liao noe wat to say if they ask us wat happen n some detail den yang say " wat if hao ltr ask swear le? " den i tink hmmm since they wnt wan swear de den i say " if he ask to swear den u point at him luff haha grt ya " =x LOL! n well... andy was nt bad XD lols grt them tricked too lols n ting realli went lyk hw we plan =x LOL!!! haha im the mastermind =x the bomber king =p but sian after awhile my parent call n ask mi home early cos i keep go out n alrdy go out quite long liao so ok lor... after the call nt long i went home n here im =) haha had quite a fun day today but was still dunnoe y so sian... mayb someting realli heavy grt into the bottle of xin shi which i nv told any1 or much ppl... or mayb cos going army soon find very sian...

anw tml will b out in the morning for pray pray n afternoon go catch movie, after tt will b home dun tink will go anywhere oso... =)

SIAN le... =(

2008-05-18T00:44:00.007+08:00

haii...today was totally disappointed man... TOTALLY!!! I ask my parent to let mi rest at home n wanted to go out n accpany frend... den last min in the morning grt a msg saying nt going to meet cos her mom gonna take her to c a doctor... nt feeling well sick for many day.. ZZZ so many day liao choose today den c doc... wtf lor.. whole day was so sick de bored...

Den jus nw went out dinner wif parent, den meet up wif frendz... ask them abt next saturday go beach play... den guess wat? i vomit blood almost... so pissed i ask them if they wan go east coast or sentosa the other day... but ltr my frend told mi tt east coast nt so fun cos there rather dirty the beach n oso nt so much ppl de cos mostly is da ren, den i tink abt it again n find it quite true go there only cn cycle n roller blade... wat else? den i ask them hw abt sentosa den some keep say wan east coast.. fuck man saturday go east coast n its a holiday... go there ltr all small kidz, da ren n all bicycle n roller blade nia.. i dun wan lor cos very sian le lyk tt... i wan is go beach play... den aiya dunnoe la... fk man wan go out play n enjoy den nt willing spent a few more buck for fk sia.. den go those bo liao de party jiu fun la nt waste money... Go there grt gal see so wat? the street EVERYWHERE oso GAL mah... C LIAO CN TOUCH? CN BRING HOME MEH? ask if wan to watch movie, guess wat's the reply??? "DUN WATCH MOVIE CN? WASTE MONEY" wtf lor... pls lor jus start to find the mind tinking n set is so much bigger gap n different liao... IF watching movie is so tt wasting of money, den i guess GOING to A PARTY that is very LIMITED is even MORE WASTE OF MONEY!

At most nvm lor... next saturday i suppose go pray my ahgong de... i dun wan cos i tink i realli ned some break n fun den wan go out play den ask my parent if i cn dun go a not den they say ok... for so long 1st time they allow mi out on such day n oso for so long le 1st time was given a free light on going alone wif frend to beach le... cnt gib a better memory for mi meh... nvm at most i go wif my one frend lor.. den mayb ask sheng chao along since he going army oso very sian nt much play go... ask him out accpany... aiya some ppl realli damn fk... dun say i selfish tink abt myself cos i oso learn frm u all de... all tink abt ownself 1st rite... i nw oso do tis ler wnt say giv in n tink for all liao... i learn frm all selfish bastard ;)

Tot tt mayb all cn go out play tgt enjoy den lyk tt nvm... i rather get a bicycle n ride ard bukit batok still find it even fun... bigger place EVEN CHEAPER... forget it i wnt argue much wif u all find it damn tried... always muz lyk go by u all... mayb u all didnt notice some ppl oso rather find it sick tt its lyk tt... but nvm a grp shld go by who de vote win more.. but some ppl realli sick cos they hardly grt listening ear to them too...

Going army tis yr but dunnoe when n alrdy find it so sian... keep on wan find to go places enjoy n relax fun abit always lack of budz... hope tis june holiday im able to get more frend out who is studying... Night life is starting to find it bored... Time for more daylight enjoyment time for some change in habbits again too haha

Another late night post

2008-05-17T00:53:00.002+08:00

Ummm quite sian de today... whole day felt damn tired... dunnoe y alrdy tried to slp alot more but still tired =/ lols tml is a weekend wakaka weekend pigglet is bak for more piggy slp tml hehe...

Jus nw watched the show again... tis time the tear is rather more den wat i had ytdy... it jus come out itself =.=" man... for so long i nv watch tv or movie tear lyk tt drop... feel rather song le... LOL! but find it lyk very girl =x LOL! Den after that show i watch chnl u de ghost movie den zzzzz HAIR ALL STAND UP and my BALL WAS AT MY THROAT!!! LOL! FREAK man lols... sian de lor... tml oso dunnoe hw to spent my day... den still dunnoe hw badly was the bear hurt X_X lols... hw badly is the stat??? lols...

Anw tml guess abt evening time will b out but dunnoe to where... oso dunnoe do wat... JUST VERY SIAN... find life very de lifeless... so wu liao de nth to do at all lols... i wan to watch IRON MAN and KUNG FU PANDA yet haiz... those cn accpany watch iron man de alrdy watched it... the rest is dun wan watch iron man de... den Kung Fu Panda dunnoe who wan watch... sure ltr grt one or two spoliter always ltr say watched or blah blah blah den no watch again... sian hope tis June holiday grt more frend cn accpany mi if nt lols... sot liao so nw tinking June Holiday cn jio who out n go where... dun wan waste my time ler cos dunnoe when going army very sian wan spent all the time enjoy, relax, caring and lastly LOVING LOL! =x

Over hear my frend saying tt the movie cinderella de nice hmmm guess lets c when im bored go internet watch it lols... hmmm hope princess panda dun tink too much =) tml is weekend liao stay happy otherwise hehe... i tink i will b able to get more sweet frm u LOL!!! =x

Nightmare Dream or For Real???

2008-05-16T01:04:00.007+08:00

Cnt Slp hw??? so sian jus finish watching tv... Very SAD story ok... i realli dropped tears. Let's 1st say wat happened today 1st ba =)

Haiz... had been sometime since u ppl saw i use tis word huh??? well cos i cnt n tis time i realli wan use it... I had a very very bad dream or im nt sure... Tis morning b4 i woke up i had a dream real bad, i dream dunnoe wat den i only remember that i fall on the floor n roll as i felt my liver and intestine was been squeesed by someting REAL HARD and TIGHT n it was lyk here left side awhile den slowly move it to the middle den back to the side i feel so FREAKING pain i woke up n i realli feel the sour n pain there... as if realli someone hand was squeesing it or wat... all i noe and rmb was i felt so FUCKING pain when i woke up tt few mintues den i cn feel tt my dog is slping next to my leg but tis time i didnt gave him a kick again b4 i could get up totally i felt the pain so extream until i dunnoe was it passout or black out or wat i only noe i felt pain, tired den when i woke up again its 10+...

Until jus nw when i came home frm mother shop n my hair cut. After i bath, i lay on the bed den i felt the pain but nt as pain as wat i had earlier on... tis time is i noe its somewhere around the liver, feeling abit pain lyk sour... but awhile jiu ok ler. Didnt tell mom abt it as she was abit damn pissed wif tt i the doc tt cost $81 =.=" dunnoe until when den she will cooldown abt tt LOL! =x Anw chatted wif someone n i tot tings will b much better today n it turn out Nope =\ =/ =I

Ummm i still dun believe u totally loss the sense of entertainning ppl cos if u did, wat were u doing jus nw??? =) N Super Bear haven die cos im abt to gib CPR =x Gd news is u own mi 4 sweet nw =x i haven given up cos tis jus nt even the starting yet =) haha if u cnt entertain ppl den i entertain u lor =) since im so BHB de and im LAME euff to cold u up =x

Jus nw watch tv den watch tis show its abt a gal life whose life is realli fated ill... i watch ler oso grt very touched n felt tt she is realli very ke lian and that this show is REAL LIFE STORY that happened in Hong Kong. its gonna b a damn long psot if i write wat jus nw was show... BUT the story is still on TML i tink or izzt next week den grt... forget ler muz c tv list den noe lols... watch it if cn cos u will noe that u r so much lucky then others and far much better... well if u wan to noe wat it show jus nw u cn ask mi in msn i will LONG WINDED for u =)

where had my super bear gone??? i miss u alot, when will u come back? Once the cheerful n high esteam de bear le??always the one cheer mi up de le? bring my spirit up de le?? <3

End Of World??? or End of everytings?

2008-05-15T00:16:00.000+08:00

hmmm recently mother of natural had been claimming alot of lives. Not a few hundred nor thousand.... it claim more den hundreds of thousands. Weather changes so much if u haven been notice dun u find that the weather change totally? When its suppose to b rainning season yet u getting free sun tanning, when its to b burning day it turns to b a heavy storms. The past year natural change too much n taking so many lives away...And each time the mother of natural hits its the worst n strongest that hit down over all the years...

Hmmm pity sad that it happen and always feel so lucky to b in singapore but the weather here oso totally suck at time... althought the mother of natural nv had hit here thats 1 very lucky ting alrdy...

But nt only the weather had change...I find that frends change alot oso... Jus that i dun wan name it out or wat happen... But well someone i hope u noe that many of the time thing always turn out to be not what you always expected cos tis life... when u try to fight for it or try to mend it up, it nv seem to work or had a ending but whenever u give it up, tis means the end of it and that is nt hw it suppose to be. After all its always i rmb u who ask mi nt to gib it up so easily...
Sometime i tink u realli too kind n gd la tt is hw i felt, tts y u always grt urself bully or easily ignore by them... and my fav line is " good ppl always die the fastest, while the bad always lives the longest althought they r been toutore most of the time but its the best been the good ppl while oso been the very bad ppl so i cn live long while been a gd person" haha... im evil =x but harmless de

But still seriously dun ever felt extra or odd among them.. cos if u do it only make u feel more extra... when time lyk tis i will play stun but for u i noe u will back out, have u realli tink tt's the very right way?? Or mayb cos they felt too proud to put down their proudness to come tok n b wif u and hoped u to approch them instead? well... the sch is big, u cn make frend everywhere if cnt find in ur class den find the other class mah... =) Hope u read tis n dun so emo abt wat happen in the past 3days ler... ting will always turn out to b the better the next day even its the worst, cos when u tot its nv gonna end the exit or the light is jus ahead. Always look ahead n stay happy n the brighter side ok? u teach de =) no more haiish liao hor if nt i realli will charge 1 haiish for 1 sweet =) haha <3 u

To tell u wat frend are for? This is wat gd frend or watever r for =) to b there for u when needed, accpany u and lastly cheer u up. If u tink nobody understand u, i hope u grt it half wrong by nw =)

What a F***ing day lols

2008-05-12T23:27:00.004+08:00

Yesterday

lols well well well...ytdy mother day so nth for my mom only gib a a pure heart tt will nt make her angry =x lols

woke up abt 1+ 2pm+ =x lols n after tt went into malaysia to bought some stuff n oso went in to eat some junk food lols... but b4 come bak sg when at there i hurt my feet when onborad the car =( den my feet damn pain lor... den was ok at 1st cos only feel pain awhile ok liao de... but later slowly i feel numb den after tt still ok...

In the night we had dinner wif my uncle n my cousins for dinner tgt... actually wanted to go long beach eat de near the town there new open de... but no reserve den full oso den next table tt will b free seated will b at 9pm+ which was only 6+ only tt time.. so we went other palce eat...

After dinner sat there chatted awhile... during the dinner time i said someting which actually is quite bad de =x is abt someone LOL! den my uncle oso joked abt it... den all luff =x lols... den after dinner went home tt was when tings started to get worst... after reach home i ask my dad to help mi push my feet as i feel quite numb n pain liao... Den my dad jus push for mi lor he only touch it nia i feel so pain until i "Q up" ZZZ den when he push harder on the spot i str8 stun liao ZZZ feel so freak out de pain =.="

In the midnight i woke up went to toliet den guess wat? =.= i cnt walk...my right foot walk while dragging my left foot ZZZ tt is hw pain it was... den when grt bak to the bed my feet the spot where it hurt feel damn pain den whole leg oso pain when i lay it stright...

Today

This morning i woke up by 1st giving my dog a flying kick down my bed =.=" had a bad nightmare dreaming of someone... den i very angry n pissed tt he lie den i kick him n whack him =x end up my dog slp half way at my blanket at my leg there n 1 kick he is on the floor... tt was when i jump up frm bed cos i feel damn pain on the leg cos i used left leg kick =x den i hear the boom sound he fall down de... tt was when i jump up n saw its him on the floor which i jus kicked X_X den he look at mi slowly stand up den walk off n hide.. which i went bak to slp too tired... den when i woke up again i saw him sitting at my room de door den looking at mi dun dare come to mi... tt was when i call him come XD den saiyang him carry him to my bed slp once again ZZZ den he dun dare slp at my leg there again LOL! =x den i keep saiyang him ltr he run to my leg there slp again lols... =x but whole day he jus keep stay far frm mi =x scare i might gib him a kick again ZZZ for so many yr he slp tgt wif mi tis is the very 1 time i had a dream n gave him a kick X_X feeling bad... he muz have feel damn pain n scolding mi in his heart LOL!

After i woke up frm all the slping i got myself ready n went to CMPB to review my doc letter to MO... but keep on wait very long at every single counter n section... ZZZ so end of it i get the letter to them n review liao n grt to wait again for further notice... sian tis means ned to b delay n wait again SIAN AR!!! den the whole morning frm my house to CMPB den frm there bak to my mom shop all the way i was LAME! ZZZ NOW not that im only MENTALLY LAME but oso physically LAME oso ZZZ until afternoon lyk tt at mom shop work den nv feel so pain n walk lame liao... feel so stupid lor ZZZ even a blind man n ah ma oso cn walk faster den mi? ZZZ but ok la... tt blind man is abit faster den mi but in the end im still faster den him =x cos haiz pity him... cn u imagine u r blind n at the mrt station walking towards the track? tt is so dangous 1 step nt careful u end up in the track n u dunnoe wat is happening...

So nth much special happen liao until jus nw had my bath den when come out of the toliet... for so many freaking year in n out i nv had a bump on the door of my parent room de... but today dunnoe y go BANG! the door almost close liao ZZZ tt is damn hard de bump lor... den i almost fall backward... HENG i hold onto the wall if nt front n back head oso 1 big BUN!... Nw my feet n head grt 1 bun liao... who wan eat? ZZZ

Guess nth much to say ler... only noe army life coming soon n its gonna b damn bored... No money go out play so much in night life liao =/ lols... only able affort daylight fun LOL! =x i hope im able to watch kung fu panda wif someone =x lols hope cn n oso haven go in army yet =) if nt oso cnt watch wif someone lols.. anw tired liao having a back bone ache... keep on very pain... haiz always here pain there pain lols... NIGHT PPL!!! im feeling abit way too heaty liao tink gonna sick soon so ned more rest... SWT DREAM to all =) n hope someone feel better dun emo so much liao =)

PCB!

2008-05-10T17:52:00.004+08:00

kinship ar? pui!!! wat's the fuck had suddenly gone into each n every single f*** of them... less den even 49days n start to say this type of tings to each others n start asking abt the box my ah gong left behind b4 he gone... HEY that time alrdy said it will only b open the 49days or after tt and nw ppl r starting to nag n f*** until my uncle cnt tahan today after doing the praying for my ah gong we went bak to his house n open it up... nw hope u ppl r f*** happy huh? And he jus gone nt long nia u f*** shit bang r starting to ask abt his bank money n all the money left behind... shit u ppl... work always dun wan work den even new year that time tis yr didnt even realli turn up to c ah gong... nw he is gone liao u ppl cnt wait faster get all his money left... eh the money left behind is nt much ok, and tis r not totally done yet as the praying n those burning of money to him is nt even done yet... one for for u ppl only... "GREEDY" hope someday u learn ur learn abt been too greedy... we all are 1 family yet cos of money a few had start to turn face... wtf u tink u r to even ask abt the money... all tis yr always who take care ah gong ard de u shld noe urself clearly den anyone esle... who always take care him even when it aint free to? sicking bastard wonder y u ppl so f*** up.

So de sian wanted to go beach today but nv go... cnt find accpany den ltr mayb go drinking again... jus right timing... the day i feel abit of pissed cn go drink... But some ppl jus cnt drink cos u shit bastard always drink abit nia u get drunk n start spilt nonsense u F***! if u nt my uncle i would had long nv even speak to u or treat u as even my uncle.

Bottle Stuff

2008-04-27T18:01:00.002+08:00

hmmm recently alot of tings happened. And it happen so fast n i find myself had nt realli been myself either too... But i realli wan thx to 2 frends who had realli been very warmming n accpany always n listen to my nonsences n crap which im sure it had make u feel ill at times lols... sry if i did realli fill it wif my crap at u =x

This few days i had been very busy n also very emotion swing ZZZ sound silly n stupid la but thx to the 2 of u i had felt much better... one had been always listening n entertain my craps n sigh at msn while the other one had ur ears n msg burst wif my craps n sigh oso... but one of u realli remind mi of alot tings n had been very caring to mi... realli wan thx u... u even notice tt i had been bottle tings n stuff of my personal life or happening up which i did nt even noe until u tell mi so... when i feel sick n realli in pain u always there remind mi take my med. n oso ask mi to rest more when i was at the Wake of my ah gong....

1st person is Bear THX to u for keeping mi accpany most of the time at msn when i was bored or wat... 2nd person is u noe who u r... always had been accpany around the clock dunnoe y u treat mi so gd but wan say THX to u oso... Lastly thx to mian n arief for turn up n keep mi accpany while at the Wake... And oso thx for last nite jio mi out to drink =) cya guys ard again if had chances... if realli wan find mi try contact mi harder at time... i will b missing for sometime nw... sry abt tis.. =/

A day will NEVER EVER be the SAME again... A Week that has CHANGE life forever...

2008-04-22T02:16:00.005+08:00

be for reading my post tis time... i realli hope u guys will gib a min slient break ok... 1 min of slient for my ah gong who had jus pass away.

This few days was alrdy realli very tired n very running out of gas alrdy... i would rather b lyk b4 running out of gas n tired everyday... Nw he is gone... I realli miss him alot n love him alot... he is realli a very tough n strong person... Since Saturday i had been in hospital almost whole day since afternoon until midnight n almost spent a night there looking after ah gong... tings suddenly change very worst after he had done his last kimo therapy... He went into coma n very unconscious... i was alrdy very sad at tt time in point... didnt tink tt he would become tis way... so did everyone... all my uncle cousin all was called up to hospital tt very day... Uncle all took turn to guard the night n keep him accpany... n take care of him... i slp at 4am tt day... i hard cn slp... Sunday early monrning 7am woke up faster rush bak to NUH n c him... n all my uncle went home rest... didnt noe tt was the last few hrs... tt day almosy all my uncle n aunt grt a very bad feeling n even had weird dreams b4... many story tt will link to the very hr that my ah gong pass away... all my ah gong children which mean my uncle n aunt was nt there when he go off... b4 he goes de few min he open his eyes big look ard n was telling him My father n Me is there right nw.. n he close his eyes after tt was the very last time he open his eyes... Not long after tt we were sitting bside him all the while n find him suddenly stop breathing... there he goes... leaving without wanting any of them c him leaving... =(

The moment i c him leaving jus right infront my eyes i realli sank my tears is lyk free flow of runnign tap water... calling all my uncle n aunt n cousin while awhile doc come to help but b4 doc r here he stopped his heartbeat leaving in a very peaceful way...

The song ka will b held at woodland for 5days.. didnt went home since den... stay at song ka there all the while nt slping at all... in fact right nw i wnt b even here at home de... i was there all day n night i realli dun feel lyk leaving or go else where... but no choice my parent refuse allow mi stay the night there again cos i had a appointment check up ltr at NUH n they dunnoe where my doc letter is for the refer... so had been forces to come home slp n rest ltr finish check up den go there again.. i realli feel very unaccpectable as it happen to fast... 1st he get tis sickness, after tt he admit hospital, dischagre n enter again... nw gone... less den even 2months... dun feel lyk slping but was damn numb all over again n no much strengh but still wan stay over there n accpany him for the very last few day b4 i cnt even c him again.. althought i always dun understand wat u realli tok ah gong and i hardly tok much but u noe i noe... my action cn tells u i realli care n love u alot... hope the next life i will b ur grandson again u r strong n fit and im realli impress tt u cn go throught all tis without even realli show a weakness for us to c...

U wnt b forgetten by any of us. Tis is a day a week which nv gonna b the same again... no longer i will b able c the you ard but we cn feel ur present ard.. I Miss You always...n love u always too... hope thursday will nv come n we wnt b apart n cn still c u longer...

Feeling so damn it...

2008-04-17T02:23:00.000+08:00

haiz... i cnt slp at all... nw stuff r going on in head again... lols gosh cnt believe tt im lyk emo right nw =.=" haiz... but seriously nw im feeling numb on the phys. i feel very numb tt i jus nw had a bump on the head on the floor n i feel nt pain =.=" i feeling so confuess nw lei...

Feel lyk toking to someone abt it but cnt find someone realli tt trusted to tell all at times.... den sometime tell some ppl n they will b luffing say mi n say tis n tt... to u might b funny or nonsence la.. but to mi is not... i seriously care on wat is happening right nw n on... i do take it to heart n it matters mi... looking at him currently tis way... i feel upsad... nobody wish tis to happen oso at all... shit n more shit is on going... everyday there will only b more shit... feel had very much euff of it man... to say serious i feel as if i realli ned a shoulder to lean awhile =s haiz.. almost every now n then tings change alot... running here n there... going ard... feel very sick... i wan to work oso cant... due to so many ting happening... dun even noe if i cn make it to start work tis May as i promise n told tt person in charge tt i tink im able to start work on May... looking nw the condition... i dun even noe hw...

Feel damn slpy right nw but yet cnt slp at all.. tink im gonna start anyhw eat tings again.... sure will help mi slp again jus like b4 when i had trouble slp n start keep using of it... so nw again i will i guess...

one word, SIAN

2008-04-11T23:34:00.002+08:00

today so sian... jus nw had a small arugement wif mom again... after tt went for an interview at town for a job...

Met up wif gugu =/ ok nt my gugu but i call her tt =x lols and well we chat abit n suddenly she speak of someone n i was lyk =/ didnt wan speak much lols =s in order to change subject n topic i told her someting esle n oso asked her question abt the form even i do noe wat to write, jus dunnoe the year of grud of sch =x haha... dumbo mi... hmm dunnoe if i cn handle the ppl there a nt cos mostly the ppl who r dining in are mostly hotel guest n oso occaisan dunnoe if i spell it right a not but its ang moh jiu shi ler... my english speaking lvl is nt gd yet... i scare cnt realli get in n get commuate wif the ppl...

Watever the case is, today totally sux so sian... frends almost all go army, left 1 who is abt to enter soon too... den the rest abt less den 10 are studing for higher nitec... BUT still seriously lyk a customer today told my mom is tt i shld go for army 1st which i long had alrdy say abt tt X_X i wan army 1st b4 study again cos realli very sian of study unless is private mayb i will try put in effort again lyk hw i did in sec ba... the only problem is hope after army i wnt say dun wan study liao.

I start to miss my frends who r all alrdy in army cos many of them actually always help mi n dunnoe will ask them de... lols =x but hope i oso faster go in ZZZ life wondering ard realli very bored... hope everytings will come faster...

And oso hope u faster recover frm ur sprain n take care wor... lols dun ltr get it worst, hope u will rest well more ba... ^^V

BlogSkin changed

2008-04-10T00:13:00.002+08:00

Thx mei for helping anw... well spent sometime edit abit oso... lols haiz so sian... alone eatting dinner in rm nw... while update blog... lols dun feel lyk eat de... Is my parent buy for mi liao haiz... Dunnoe y bit off dun feel lyk eat at all...

Today was so f**k again... in the afternoon again i feel so F**KED n giddy again wan faint wan faint lyk tt... after tt still feel lyk vomit keep on cough lyk hell... dunnoe wat happen la jus feel someting nt right tis few day... keep on lyk tt and i feel so fk tt i actually in an hour i ate 6 panadol extra... and grt scold afterward... ZZZ my mother scold mi say if im crazy eat so many in an hour but i realli feel damn shit... so i oso dun wan care wat she nag la... Jus stand ard n sit ard there drink lotz of water... didnt wan eat in the afternoon so ltr my father make mi a burger eat X_X lols... i realli feel shit tis few day de afternoon... once afternoon nia become so giddy dunnoe if its cause of the sun too heat liao or wat... only noe it realli sux big time cos i look lyk im on drug de face ZZZ...

After tt when i abt to walk home i saw hao, yang, siong lor... so sat down chat awhile den when buy a da pao eat... ltr saw tis vandalism on the wall of the sit... guess its written wat... "EMO" lols so took a pic of it =x lols sibei bo liao sia... X_X cnt b anymore stupid lols... sian cnt slp well dunnoe y... keep on feel bit of trouble lyk tt lols... MISS MISS MISS missing missing missing . . .

lols guess im gonna emo =x lols step 1 emo de la haha...

HoHoHo~ Lunar 月

2008-04-06T23:43:00.011+08:00

Guess wat ppl... today post was special LOL!~ im nt gonna say wat happen much lols as in to keep it among ppl who noe only... lols hmmm ytdy went out wif arief, yanzhi, kangjie... well of cos oso arief did bring his frends along which im nt realli sure of their names too...

Hmmm meet up wif Zhii 1st den accpany him to Shangri-la for his pay... well sure did a very long time nv go there work alrdy still the same old like everytings nth change much there... lol

After went to town n eat Mac, after tt meet kangjie n we went to "Lunar 月" meet up wif arief n his frends all... well we open total 4 bottles, 2 open by arief n share among his 6 or 8 of his frends while Zhii, Kangjie and mi share open 2 bottle... soon we start to drink n the 1st glass of it only, ONCE AGAIN i turn red as usual lols... and the 2nd glass was a neat ZZZ stupid kangjie lol start only wan drink until lyk tt lols...

There is live band after non long as we get in... so listen to the live band song, well i only cn say " GOOD " they sing very well... dunnoe y n wat happen suddenly had a image pop up...n i start msg ppl for awhile... watever dun care dun wan have wild image when trying to keep myself up in happy stat. When we start drinking i keep ask kangjie if he wan go club a not den he say anyting ask mi ask the rest... so i start to keep ask liao =x ask after finish drinking wan MOS mah? as its jus bhind "Lunar 月" so quite a number of them agree... but arief didnt realli wan it... so we jus kept drink, drink and drank den next.... im seriously ok ^^V lols... after tt start taking pic liao... Some of the pic i seem lyk im almost drunk =.=" den zhii say wan go toilet vomit so i accpany him lo... wanted to vomit but feel no kik n no feel of wan vomit... den i stand in the toilet my brother call mi so i tok to him for awhile...

And the night goes on having fun drinking, after tt went home earlier den expected. What is expect always goes unexpected while unexpected always happened... lols time to stop saying... lols dun wan say too much abt hw was the night happening... LOL! noe it ourself is more den euff lols... " U ARE DAMN FAMOUS ON SOMEONES' BLOG!!!! JUST OVERNIGHT =x " lols shld had asked for its blog to c =x

Here is some pic enjoy n thks for reading XD

Denis and Zhii

Kangjie, Mi, Denis

Kangjie, Mi, Denis, Zhii

Mi and Zhii... wow i grt a nice face =x zhii where u looking??? O.O

Mi n Denis

Mi, Denis and Arief

Mi n Kangjie *damn i grt a red butt monkey face LOL!*

The Night Of "月" take care guyz Zhii happy enter army~ lols

Fakely, Crazily, Stupidly

2008-04-04T23:46:00.002+08:00

...I found myself feeling so stupid ever... nv feel so stupid or dumber or any worst i guess... i dunnoe hw to say or wat... jus dun feel lyk saying wat stupid crap i did tis time... jus tink i might b realli stupid to tink, act, do tis way. Jus feel so down n way down to say abt it. Now some of u muz b luffing n start crap n rubbish tok abt mi liao saying mi emo la or wat shit la hor... but _!_ u ppl. If u still take mi as ur frend u shld b asking wat had happened... Dun worry shit u ppl cos i wnt say even if u ask... no point haiz...

Nw i dunnoe do wat gd la, jus feel so dead le n no emotion lyk tt... i feel lyk realli bang wall... forget it... i oso dunnoe hw la dun tink i wan care or say ler la... i totally feel stupid n more stupid =.="

Today was jus another boring day, in the morning feel so damn tired again n dun feel lyk wake up frm the dream or bed... after tt went to renew my PDL which i keep fail my TP n nw ned renew PDL so freaking shit cos wallet left $0 heng mom drawer grt $100 note ask mi take go renew... After tt in the afternoon dunnoe y i jus feel so damn giddy n feeling damn pain in the head tt i feel lyk im gonna faint... So wan eat panadol den dun hab... so went to buy 1 box of panadol extra n one time take 4 pill... i realli cnt tahan... if nt shld b taking 2 pill only.. dun care so much ler if there is a ned i might b siao kia eat whole 10 pills of it... after tt still did feel bit of giddy but much better so i rest awhile...

I feel lyk change blog skin but cnt find any real nice or wat de... im too demanding ba.. feel so shit abt myself... feeling so stupid abt my act i tink... if i were to say out i 100% u will luff n say y am i so the stupid or dumb or watever nutshell u will say... totally idiot. I will nv do the same ever again. Trust mi ppl, i wnt do the very same ting ever a 2nd time liao if u do noe wat happen. Which i tink no one does noe wat happened. FUCK myself. Its gonna b a new chapter of my life soon i guess. NO longer same, the new chapter mayb its jus all abt Myself, Mi, and I only. NO more ever never will i let it repeat the same foolish mistake i did.

Sian

2008-04-03T22:18:00.003+08:00

today was totally so sian, i feel so tired in the morning even jus wake up quite long ler... yawn =.=" den the weather in the afternoon was so HOT!!! den i feel so giddy wan faint lyk tt sia... dunnoe y... drink alot water liao still feel damn giddy lol i wonder if i faint hor, req. hw many ppl to carry mi up =x LOL XD

Den ltr near to evening time, start to get very dark n started rain so heavily, i feel so cold lols n feel so slpy... LOL! start to yawn n yawn n *YAWN* lols... den i feel lyk wan slp do ting lyk close eyes do =.=" den when helping mom closing tt time... im so so tired tt i hit myself on the foot to stay awake... ZZZ actually nt hit... is I too slpy n lazy n careless... tt when im shutting the metal door i pull down den hand hold to the handle of the door nia leg still there den boom =x LOL! ouch X_X my left foot is so pain LOL! tt im so freaking awake liao LOL! pls dun try tis X_X cos it hurt until when i walk feel pain oso LOL! Cheese Bun sia X_X feel so lyk a fool lols...

Sian dunnoe y suddenly feel so... dunnoe hw to describe it... or mayb dun feel lyk saying it ba... grt a feeling tt my NS letter coming soon =.=" n oso dun feel lyk enter NS wor cos deal to some personal stuff X_X n oso family stuff haiz... feeling quite trouble at times lol... I feel so lyk wan slp so much tt dun ever wan wake up sia =x lols

Plazza Singapura

2008-04-02T21:48:00.003+08:00

Once again almost quite long time nv meet de frend we met again, the person we meet up wif today is "yun, da jie" lols long time nv meet out wif them so mi, yang, hao, siong and yk all of us meet up tgt for movie n chat chat awhile..

We went watching shutter @ The Grand Cathay which is rather ok quite scary la... but still nt so scary. Den after tt we went PS for dinner. And we went shopping awhile.. After tt i dunnoe y my frend is always so special or odd... =.=" no wonder he is always been the fool =x LOL! nt nameing him out haha... u noe who u r jiu ok XD tis is y he is a fool, 1st i saw tis guy who wear very funny as the dressing of his wearing is realli way too funny, i wanted to luff out but try nt to and keep on kik it dun wan luff den yun saw tt man too... dunnoe y n hw or wat happen she burst the luffing... n i cnt control liao once lift is there i start to burst luffing too... while the rest nv notice wat is happening suddenly the fool goes luffing wif us n i ask him " wat u luffing abt?" his reply? " i dunnoe??? i c u 2 luff so i luff oso " ZZZ

Den ltr we went starbuck sat down to chat... den we all no much money ler den saw tis 2 ladies pushing a trolly den jus leave it there n left.... so i say u ned money rite? u go push it bak cn get $1 den i say if u wan i dun mind accpany u. So he did, but he did sometime stupid again n made a very fool out of himself =.=" n im so feeling throw face sia... X_X wat u do i nt gonna say but seriously is funny n stupid =.="

BUT still LOL! im the king among all =x always go out cfm grt patten n stun to play de XD lols love it a not but sure does gib u guys lots of shocking fun rite? XD LOL! And worst ting is tt, when u told mi tt lady is pretty, i go tell her u praise her pretty den she smile le... den u go say i nonsences... lyk tt u mean she ugly la? =.=" ZZZ lols u dare say dare admit le lols oso nvm wat ppl oso smile wif u le... nt dao u sia.. lyk tt reply if i tt gal cfm feel sad lo =.=" lols...

April Fool

2008-04-01T21:02:00.002+08:00

=.=" so sian le tis yr almost no one get tricked nor people in the mood for it... all i get reply is "watever", "funny ar?", "u tink i believe?" and ppl are getting smart once trick will say "april fool rite? u didnt trick mi so u r the fool nw" ZZZZ im the fool ZZZ

Feeling quite guilty jus nw actually trick some1 wif april fool =/ sry for tt bad joke =( haiz didnt noe u realli believe it X_X next time wnt do it again or ever will... =/ hope u wnt put it in mind... MY BAD!

Anw dunnoe y today jus very sian le... lyk april fool no fun lol... mayb old ler dun find it rather fun at all ba... lol but someting is nt a april fool joke... " I NO MORE MUCH MONEY HW??? " =.= i feel lyk ned lend money liao le... ZZZ i wonder any1 could help up =/ haiz no job hw to earn money sia... X_X pissed wif some1 at my mom shop today but forget it... small matter... endure, forgib, forget, and lastly heck care the person next time =)

I NEED MONEY!

2008-03-31T23:57:00.000+08:00

DAMN la... everytings is abt money... seriously is no money no talk at all sia tis place... everyting so ex... i wonder i still grt moeny go out wif frend a not lo... all my money nw alrdy gone until dunnoe where... ZZZ

hmmm jus nw slipper spoilt ler lols time to change a better 1 XD but nt g0nna spent a single cent =x ask papa gib mi money lols... zhen de no money liao sia... i ned money, job, money, n more job! lols but cnt =/ haiz so sian my mother shop still short handed if i go out work so sian lor... i dislyk it sia... dun help oso cannot... haiz HOW! lols

Jus nw go eat BJ wif andy again ^^ HAPPY BDAY DARLING~ lols.. kidding u nt my darling homie lols... after tt i tio suan siao again ZZZ 2 ppl showing off mi lic. to drive again... argh when will i pass sia... i nt dunnoe hw to drive dunnoe y jus everytime come to TP nia so kan chiong when no TP drive until lyk alrdy lyk pass de... ZZZ after eatting BJ when west mall watch "The Orphanage" damn scary althought it is speak in french but there is sub-title still find it rather gd... but frends dun realli lyk it... lols nvm different ppl grt different taste cnt blame lols.. so after movie tt was when my slipper... spoilt lols so ok lo bo bian took cab home lols tt's all for nw ler i guess

>>>>To ppl who is having exams tml all the best to all of YOU lols in fact only u la lols... n oso all the best to frends who is abt soon hab their test on watever it is n oso best wish to ANDY wish u a happy bday~ ^^V stay happy n ya stay hip-hop u r cool~ oh best wish to Yang tml hope u cn study in ITE dover... take care ppl~

peAcE out!

Shop Shop Shop IMM~!

2008-03-29T23:55:00.000+08:00

Hmmm jus nw went out wif parents to buy some stuff after tt went to c my ah gong =/ he look very xin ku very sick liao... haiz So after tt my unlce wan go IMM so we follow oso... when reach IMM the 1st ting is i went into Challenger to look for headphone XD

Lols cos was sick of ear phone =/ cos my was those very old type no rubber liao somemore... wear ler ear feel pain... so look for a headphone cover the whole ear =p lols dunnoe look weird anot when wear it but who cares jus wan use it to listen music nt for others to c anyway... den i saw speaker which reminds mi of my lousy computer built-in de speaker so sucky... so was looking around for it =/ saw tis sonic brand de... dunnoe wat model but noe its rather small, nice looking, n rather class de very gd bass oso MOST IMPT its only $45.90 CHEAP LE!... but tt was display set =( the store no more ler... tt display set oso cnt b sold cos its own by the sonic company n its for display only! zzz when asked if there will b anymore stock of it was told tt alrdy stop production liao for tt model n left wif only black de... which was a bit of newer model...

Den i look ard wif wat the person intro mi de... which nt so liking of mine type n oso very big =/ but hmm rather cheap cos consider worthing tt prices it was abt $79 for member... lols non member dunnoe hw much nv c... den i saw Edifier de... was bit of bigger den the sonic brand de but oso qutie gd... no white colour or other colour left... only grt beige which look still ok la quite nice de... so bought tt too... cos abt $69 lols... dunnoe worth it a not... tt headphone cos 20+++ zenith de lols cheap le XD but feel i spent lots of money liao... haiz

So went to eat after tt... dunnoe wat to eat so my cousin keep on nagging n nagging say wan eat BK or Long John Sliver which i find it short peter bronze lor... zzz while eating one of my cousin keep on snap n snap mi ZZZ wan take pic of mi n upload in her blog lols... too bad to say she nv manage to do it but i did make funny pose to let her take a few time X_X 1 look damn funny so asked her to send mi... lols

Here take a look hw funny or dumb or stupid i look!

A Unforgettable Night

2008-03-29T23:45:00.023+08:00

Lols hmmm seriously was a unforgettable night~ 1st of all was i had nt euff slp... i slp 2hr+ nia woke up by mom early morning abt 7+ n say she is late ler overslp ned hurry to open shop...

2nd was that nt euff slp yet i still went out to club n fun until 5+am(saturday morning) reach home... hmmm was kinda very tired n slpy when reach zouk... intended nt to go de actually but tink again cos is so call a mini celebrate of andy's bday so... ok let's go.. 1st ting reach there we bought ticket, next we went to a coffee shop nearby to eat... lols well after tt we meet andy frend n went in tgt.

Once enter club alrdy near midnight ler... den party abt to get started ppl r paxing the house up... den jiahao wanted to open liq. which i keep say dun la drink a shot of lamborghini or tequila.... den he lyk ai mai ai mai dunnoe wan a not...so i asked 1 of the crew hw much does 1 shot of lamborghini shot n tequila shot cost... lols was damn cheap XD lols lamborghini shot = $24, tequila shot= $11 lols... so end up hao ltr still end up agreeing wif mi WAHAHA!!! so we went order lamborghini shot, ppl who is going to drink is Anna(andy frend), Ching Siong, JiaHao, mi lols... when come the crew took the straw asking who wan 1st no ppl wan so i took the straw frm him n he start the flaming on the shot lols~ den is Siong turn, Hao following tt is anna... well after the 1st shot i still totally feel nth so i ask who wan to hab a 2nd shot lols den Hao say he ok but he only wan pay $10 nia instead of $12 =.= den i say "argh anyting la =.=" so we had a 2nd shot, when the crew took the 2nd shot to us n start flaming it, i notice a few guys looking at us drink lols... so again im 1st to had the shot following is Hao... but seriously was still feeling nth... tot will feel the kik but didnt... We abt 4+ went home so at outside zouk anaa b4 hand bought a small cake asking andy to blow candle n we sing bday song lols... was fun~

Had took some pictures wif Siong de camera.

Near to coffee shop took de after eating.

I look ugly! lols

@coffee shop YANG LOVE LICKING! =x

Green Tea Best Choices!

Your Healthier Choice~

Andy, Siong, Me~ andy was turn as siong suddenly pop up n there goes SNAP~

Yang, Andy, Siong, Me~ my head always lyk very heavy to hold stright up -.-

Anna, Andy, Yang, Siong & Me Again my head =.="

Siong, Hao, Andy, Anna, Yang

Anna, Hao, Yang( Siong blocking Yang wif a stupid Act XD )

Here Comes 1st shot of flaming lamborghini

Siong's Turn

Hao's Turn

Anna's Turn

Nw is the 2nd flaming lamborghini shot

2nd Shot for Hao wif lotz of _!_ lols im innocent ^^V standing bhind him hehe...Blocked by him anyway lols

Yang & Me (gosh i look red face again X_X tis was taken b4 having the 2 shot of lamborghini)lols b4 tt alrdy took a free drink of whisky wif coke ^^V

Me ^^V handsome hor? =x side shot nt so nice XD hehe front view better XD

Siong wif his Stun again...

Finial was Andy wif his cake... sry picture was taken badly dunnoe who snap it de...

Well thats all i guess lols thats all for ytdy todays fun~ ^^V

Hair Cutted~

2008-03-24T21:44:00.003+08:00

Lols sian jus when to cut my hair today hmmm dunnoe izzt nice a not... lols let u ppl comment it ba if meet up lols... was rainning damn heavy jus nw when abt to go cut hair... and abt 5+ nia whole sky alrdy dark lyk night time ler... lightning stike nonstop...

Tt day saturday abt to go home i saw lightning stiking infront of us nia wif my parent at car... it hit the traffic light next ting the light goes blackout 5 sec n started blinking LOL!~ den at the junction where it grt hit, i saw lightning hitting into the forrest... den my father say wow nice lightning stike X_X lols... den lightning had been stiking onto ground n traffic light nearby nonstop... next b4 i reach home my father n mi saw the lightning stike a blk near to my house LOL!~ the lightnin damn bright sia den at least stay there for 2second hitting the blk...

So guess nth much ler haiz here is a pic of my new hair cut anw...

There nice mah? lols

Town Town Town

2008-03-21T23:59:00.003+08:00

haiz today go out jalan jalan meet a frend den go watch movie at Cineleisure. Watched the movie call "semi pro" lols was damn funny n bit of touching lyk tt...

Hmm today meet tt frend noe frm facebook de den go town jalan jalan n she seriously c wat lyk wat buy wat.... impressed =.=" after tt i note tt today dunnoe y so many 3 strips de polices at town oso =.= almost go until where c until where... dunnoe hw long has it been going on lyk tis but only noe saw alot den after movie come out wan go hm liao 1st ting in sight i saw gay couple nvm, next ting i saw was so =.=" in town they gay nvm still.... french kiss? n hug n hug n kiss again? =.= gosh lols... at town le so many ppl in out of Cineleisure big door they do tt LOL!~ SWEE le den hor next ting i note abt them is they look lyk sec 2 nia or mayb even younger both oso very short... the other gay couple jiu look rather mature n taller lols they at least nv kiss lols... haven seen a gay couple kiss b4 until today XD LOL!~

HMM next movie aim is " The Spiderwick Chronicles, Vantage Point, Horton Hears A Who, Step Up 2: The Streets " lols soon i will b gonna b watching all tis n oso up coming kung fu panda, n forbiden kingdom lols... more to come XD but no money n mayb cnt find ka ki watch... so sian~

Sweet Dream

2008-03-17T23:19:00.002+08:00

XD lols... haiz tot tings would always b bad even in dream oso nightmare but last night was gd XD cnt say wat i dream or wat happen if nt ltr wnt b so zhun XD wahaha...

Lols hope it will come true but dun tink will le... nt euff fate yet mayb... or cos mayb time nt yet ripe ba? lols..

Jus upload new song to my blog which is a list so... enjoy it la k? XD nice song lai de no nice find mi i help u tell the singer =x sian... anyone free to watch movie? i very on to help marketing boost up economy...

SIAN!!!!!!!

Cat Woman A.K.A hum bao

2008-03-15T23:41:00.005+08:00

Lols haiz today went to bank make my account n making a POSB card mayb next week den after tt went to doby ghuat... go to MDIS n BMC asking abt the course all tis...but haiz the person say i old liao ZZZ cos alrdy 18 they cnt accpect mi... cos sg new law is tt for private sch as long as if alrdy 18 cnt apply private sch unless cn get approve frm CMPB so will b calling them up tis monday n ask hw...

After tt went home ard alrdy afternoon had lunch liao so come home slp very tired n hot X_X so on air-con slp XD haha after tt in the night went hosptial again so took pic wif my cousin lols hum bao lai de jus nw almost cry again =x den she wear tt dunnoe is jacket or wat grt a mask lyk tt so took pic wif her XD lols disturb her ask her wear wif it n take =x

LOL! u fail to take my pic wakaka SNAP U!

^^ harlo cat woman LOL!~ haiz

sian wan watch movie next week again!!!! RULE #1 ROX lols scare the shit out of mi ler so nw time for someting more relax =x i wan watch "The Spiderwick Chronicles" any1? lols come on pei wo mah... i very sian le haiz

Wa kao...SI BEI SUAY!!!!!

2008-03-15T10:22:00.003+08:00

zzz last night when to makan botak jones wif frend den after tt they wan slack so we walk to playground den who noes i so *HENG* step on *GOLD* zzz dunnoe is which bird bird de cat or dog lay the *GOLD* there X_X and im so *LUCKY* to b the one open tt *GOLD*.... walao X_X when a person realli run out n down of luck tis type of tings is so common... dunnoe is the 2nd time liao or 3rd time when run out of luck tis happen... X_X

After tt i wanted to go home den kang jie call n say ask mi where i wan to go watch movie... so i say anyting den say i wan watch Rule #1 so he oso ok den i call n jio yanzhi out oso n he is oso free so ok the 3 of us went watch lor... lols tt show bit of funny LOTS of ball squish tio... X_X ki liao ball X_X scary tio but feel damn shoik =x but sad ending... haiz den after tt wan go home they dun wan X_X keep on ask mi stay until 3+ sia... haiz reach home at 4am slp...

nw again i ned go out liao ZZZ 10+ nia so early X_X sian...ltr in the night update again ba...

Rule #1

2008-03-14T20:36:00.002+08:00

haiz was looking for frends out to watch wif mi... but no one is free or cn make it de... either busy or nt euff money... wan go out relax relax chill chill oso so hard de...

Whole days was very restless... woke up still feel very tired den ltr in the afternoon oso slp 2hrs still feel tired... very sian very very very de sian last night didnt slp well... Wonder hw much longer cn it take and if its even able to go bak china home... every now n den my mom keep on very moodless oso very restless too... haiz cn tell if someting bad were to happen 100% she wnt b able take it... while the rest lyk bo chup bo chup de... haiz very fuck de when tings r still ard dun wan treasure ltr no longer ard kpkb ping pom jiao...

Dunnoe do wat gd la... ltr will go down slack wif frend awhile dun tink wan eat dinner liao, skip it.. feel very dunnoe hw to say la i wan puff puff dunnoe still cn do wat.. Time stop de hua jiu hao ler...or go bak haiz

Dont make mi angry or di siao mi i very nt in the mood to joke or play... i cfm will flare n turn face wif any1 if make mi... can try de.. Some ppl was abt to get it soon... someone who i dunnoe but jus hope he dun make until mi 1st if nt i will go sot de.

Fail again

2008-03-13T23:59:00.000+08:00

haiz well my TP fail again tis time the tester is better den b4 but still... cnt blame mayb been distracted of tings tt had happen recently after all its too sudden oso... dunnoe wat to say only cn accpect wats abt to come only... tink mayb will b going to china again bak to old house at kampong for the last time...

All i cn say is tt all tis is a increditable shit as everyting seem nv fine or goes rite in whatever i do or tings that happen ard mi... haiz nvm fail tp fail la oso dun feel lyk learn liao very sian even practice... dun feel lyk do anyting rite nw sry tt i had rejected u guys out tgt fun but i seriously nt in the mood... nt nw until tings r over n settle wif... times realli flys very fast and memory is all that will b left soon... cb fk hate tis feeling... seriously sucks to the core

What a Rainny day...

2008-03-12T23:19:00.002+08:00

haiz since this morning it had been rainning nonstop as if it nv end... n since morning i woke up my left knee feel so god damn pain cnt even walk hao hao for the whole day... look as if im limp X_X

So today woke up early went to mother shop help out after tt went for driving lesson... haiz was having heavy rain at tt time wanted to learn parking again but when reach the big car park, there seem to b lyk a mini camp abt to go for war =.=" so many big trucks n 1 jeep by the army... the forrest ground next to the lorry car park was their trainning areas but tis 2 days they had shut it down n serch the nasi lemak wanted man JI leader =.=" After my driving lesson rain still goes on n get even heavier so end up no choices cnt find a place to drop mi off so get newpaper frm my coach de car n cover my head X_X and u noe what? once i get off the car nia " WA KAO CHICKEN PIE " both my leg de knee feel so damn pain n i walk lyk a duck X_X walao... haiz after tt was much better but still the left knee hurts until rite nw...

An0ther 9hr 34mins will b my driving test... Ned to reach gomba petrol station at 8am for warm up... haiz tt time my driving test no warm up X_X lols... Wish mi all the Best~ n wish my ah gong will fully recover n feel better haiz... but still ned to accpect fate that what he is in the stat nw...

Sian

2008-03-11T23:34:00.002+08:00

haiz so sian... no mood do many tings... dunnoe y... tings r happening too sudden too quick... dunnoe what i cn do... i cnt even help out or do a single tings only cn barely wait n c hw... stand aside watch wat's going on... cnt say anyting out as i dun feel lyk to say it out or here...

Jus nw went to visit my ah gong at hospital... he seem normal bt u cn tell when tok to him tt sometings is very amiss... haiz dunnoe hw la...

Nw all i cn do is watch nia...was quite worried haiz dunnoe what to write ler dun feel lyk write liao... Ytdy suppose to c liao doctor make bank acc... end up very pek cek... den walk ard wif so much $_$ chicken... wonder if tio rob hw X_X i cfm die die oso wnt let go my money lols.... tml i tink will take my money n make a fan learn frm arief XD lets c hw many i grt XD

Botak Jones Again

2008-03-09T23:19:00.004+08:00

Lols~ haiz had botak food again... hmm today nth much happen only cn say wahaha... i slp at 7am LOL! whole night on saturday nv slp keep on play game =x

So in the night my parents n mi went over to my uncle house n c my ah gong... after tt we n my uncle with my cousin all went out for dinner... hmm dinner time was a joke lols... When reach there i saw my frend peixiang who was abt to enter C.D liao n after tt at table while waiting for the food to b serve which took abt 30mins or more... Someting damn funny happened nt going to say it out but well it sure does reflec mi abit... cos i almost c myself when i was younger... but feeling tt im abit far worst den tt =x All i could say is some people realli dunnoe they r alrdy very blessed n forture liao... " Sheng Zai Fu Zhong Bu Zi Fu " dunnoe if i spell it correct a not...

So after dinner we chatted, while my cousin is off running ard n play... u ppl haven seen my cousin b4 rite? i show u LOL! It cn that she is surely very tired den I m... as i only slp for 4hrs today yet she slp longer den mi n still very tired... I snap a pic of her =x haha... While she was slping in a standing post =x haha...

Eunice i told u i will post ur pic liao XD nw u believe? XD

P.S U MF BRATZ

2008-03-07T22:24:00.009+08:00

Pls u little bratz ur parents cfm gib birth to a boy pets dog wif a pu$$y izzt??? dun dare use ur own name? or did ur parents didnt gib u a name? muz b if nt u wnt use others de... wonder y grt such low or non edu. idiots among my frends...

ONE HAS IT'S OWN LIMIT. DO NOT EVER TRY OVER CROSS IT, WHAT MIGHT HAPPEN NEXT IS MORE THEN WHAT U COULD ESTIMATE I WOULD DO. DO NOT EVER OR TRY THINKING OF PUSHING MI TO THE LIMIT! I SWEAR WITH MY SIR NAME WITH IT. WHAT I WILL DO IS WHAT U NV SEEN I DID IT BEFORE. TRUST ME I MEAN WHAT I SAY WITH.

Freaking bastard... do frend until lyk tt izzt? dun i treat u as frend u treat mi as shit i tell you 1st. if u wan replace the sucker Henry rank among my hate list u try do it one more time. if u nw apologise i will accept it take it nv happen, u dun is ok i oso will forgib but dun tink u dun apologise i wont know who the dog u r. U noe who u r, and i do noe who r u behind it u cn act all u wan.

Don't let history repeat itself. Respect urself n others. Especially ur parents they gib u names use it. Be wise more brainless u prank my tag u realli tink i dunnoe who? i start to learn more ting each time i get played let u noe 1st... the more trick u use the smarter i get only... nt dumb nt stupid.

wat a day....

2008-03-06T22:07:00.002+08:00

Lols hmmm today went out wif my sec sch frend peixiang n jasmine lols... cos as peixiang is abt 2 enter NS so we accpany him out... went 2 vivo city... hmmm 1st ting we did when arrived there, buy ticket for 10,000 b.c movie lols n it was alrdy near the very front row... lols seriously say tis is my 1st time come vivo watch movie wor... lols a mountian turtle come down to vivo city n watch movie =x well the very next ting i did was smoke X_X lols...

After tt we went to eat BAI KOU =x lols ok la the shop name is white dog someting lyk tt if i didnt remember is wrongly... the food was tasty n nice prices if wan say really expvise nt realli as the location n the food is worth the price... after meal again X_X lols i went puff n puff =.="

MOST CLUMSY is everyone go toliet i oso go... after tt everyone come out liao i last one c no ppl X_X lols... nb make mi lyk a fool roar~ lols... went to walk walk ard and find tt alot of shop is can c cnt afford to buy de lols nt tt rich yet but the tings there well... the price for its tings is worth as u noe they r branded n gd stuff... but well after all its still pants n clothes rite? LOL! =x

So times up, movie starting went in n sat down ler... i start eatting my nachols liao =x b4 the movie even start =.=" alrdy finish... LOL! big stomache i grt xp den the show is realli nice and part of it was rather funny as the main char. is lyk abit dumb dumb...

1st ting after movie went to toliet again after that AGAIN~! im the last n a fool again =.=" but well did c them tis time... all was outside n again i start puff puff n puff 2 stick ZZZ lols smoke mi to die =x den ltr chat awhile n they say wan go bt timah play game so ok... 7 of us took cab, i took wif peixiang n jasmine and the rest of them took another cab...

When reach there, again 1st ting puff again =.=" wonder y i puff so much haiz den ltr sit down feel bit of hungry n order food to makan again XD lols my wei kou is so scary =x LOL! Den was abt to meet a on9 frend but end up nv cos frends wan go home early... So instead as plan wan play computers end up we play pool... haha seriously my skill sucks alot.. lols so long nv play... Well, but i still believe if is last time the period when i went genting tt time i seriously will b much more better den now cos that time i keep play even when i came bak to sg ler... but all alrdy is history so let's say nw lols...

So tis is another day to b call a day... but didnt get to slp well dunnoe y suddenly missing someone lols... nt naming who but cfm guess alot of u will guess wrongly who i miss XD wahaha

sian haiz

2008-02-28T23:04:00.002+08:00

tml so dunnoe go where gd... feel lyk watch movie yet cnt find a person out... well there is actually but dunnoe if he cn mah... lol and oso dunnoe if he wan watch a not X_X feeling lyk wan sick ler wor habing very bad cough n start to had flu back a few days ago... watever the case it is or wat... tml still is a day to call it a day... dunnoe wat to do nor where to go jus dun feel lyk sticking ard at home... feel so bored...

Had a frend who made mi saw wat i went through b4... almost lyk see myself back years ago... didnt noe hw to tok around to tt frend or cheer that frend up... as im nt gd in both... only hope tt frend will share wats going on n b more open minded abit... so at least it would help alot.. well sometings i say ler wnt realli b able to do it some i will... i said i will try n learn chher u up by all means i will. Well even it takes forever after all no matter wat, we at least are call frends mah... so when a frend is down of cos i wnt b luffing at u de mah or heck care expect for some... Hope u will cheer up a bit more bah if ned release anger feel free to blow it up =x cos it might make u feel damn real good after tt LOL!~

OH, if u saw any shorty, rather old looking guy who is a lame n happened to b lyk in mud colour n is a malay pls dial 999. Most wanted man in SG is on the loss... i wonder hw cn it even happen in sg when it always the secutiry is always so high n alert yet cn so easily allow a limp n wanted man get loss so easy... b4 the news on hw does he break out, its best to nt anyhw say if nt die oso dunnoe y...

take care guys lols night... tml is again a day of HELL to b in... which every weekdays or sch days will sure b hell for mi...

haiz

2008-02-23T23:59:00.000+08:00

haiz... fat hope lols fat chances which means no la lols.... nw after a few day had been brain washed by parents n some other ppl... had a much clear path... but still ned do n make a choices which will come in no cheap... and oso im scare that i may disappoint my parents if i fail to get it, plus a waste of money if fail... im nt realli that smart anw... jus wan try n c hw far cn myself go... alrdy noe my limit but jus feel lyk wan push it over...

haiz guess i shld rest more nw dun wan tink so much ler... well wat i wan get or do i will try complete it n get it done by tis month after that next month would nt b so much free n easy ler... next month on will sure b very rush and oso will be making the choices onces its confirm that im in to get study, i will b very serious abt it tis time n wnt fool so much i guess... i will put in effort n try study... if cnt i oso cnt help... very disappointed at myself too always didnt get tings done well or even done... always half way only... well maybe someting are realli mean to be in tis way ba or i shld give it in n give it out...

miss u kim...long time didnt get in contact wif ya...sry was rather busy n lazy...will send u mails n catch up wif u soon... night guys~

i seriously ned to get advise in alot of stuff... many tings is going on in head nw as i dunnoe do wat n cnt get the ans so was rather easily pissed tis few days... lucky didnt get in hard wif any1... i am very BORED alrdy agrh... X_X"

i wan catch "The Leap Years" haiz hmmm well guess wnt b able to do so oso... and no one cn accpany i guess... oh!!! lols hmmm guess tis feb 29th hope someting will happen special so it will b a very gd day to remember it HAHA!!!

It Spell the word HELL for mi.

2008-02-22T22:16:00.002+08:00

Past two days it realli spell the word HELL for mi... haiz wed night i grt whole night spending it in toliet doing business... next day grt fever... keep on lao sai... tio food poisoning... for the 1st time i i grt it... haiz today feel much better but keep on feel very giddy n wan vomit...

But jus now i jus recv. a call frm my driving inturtor telling mi there is earlier date for my TP test wakakaka is on 13 march but still im lacking of confident since the last time i fail i lost the mood of learning driving... LOL! my frend even said the impact is so big tt i turn very lame... LOL! haha but still nw grt to turn down watever big spending event tt frend is going to have frm clubing to drinking to many tings esle... but still mayb cn catch a few movie lols euff money for it haha... so guess tts all for tonight gonna catch an early slp for today... wo hui guai guai ting hua de go slp early hehe...night guys... thx for reading my blog~ =p

haiz tink going sick ler...

2008-02-20T22:51:00.002+08:00

having a very big appitie change n oso feeling giddy... ZZZ and having muscle ache on both my hand... haiz... lyk wan sick wan sick lyk tis... X_X dunnoe wat's wrong nw... jus noe that recently my appitie for eatting change alot... at times eat alot n seem nv full at times eat jus a few bite very full ler no appitie... lyk someting very wrong le nt used to b in tis way... mayb i realli grt gastric problem alrdy... cos i had a few days in the past 1 or 2 week having very serious gastric pain until need to rest down no strengh n oso pain until ned sit down... lols but still was fine after tt...

jus ate 2 pandol extra hope tml will b fine... or much better... time to slp ler dun wan slp late today very tired n out of gas liao... should b ok by tml. night to all the ppl reading my nonsence blog or watever... n enjoy ur ladies night out there in power house to hao, yang, siong, cheng, andy, kang n blah blah whoever is wif them to there...

today spell the word HELL

2008-02-19T22:03:00.003+08:00

lols... chicken i slp for 2hr+ nia tio wake up by my mother tell mi to go help them open shop den 4.30 lyk tt alrdy awake liao n start working nonstop... n i mean realli no stop =.= damn it was lyk hell lor... The nearby sch end liao den all come out... den my father sick until almost cnt work... my mother alone keep on sell... i bo bain cnt go in help =.= if nt no ppl look after outside those drink n other stuff lyk sweet all tis... actually wanted a frend help but... he end up dunnoe izzt grt gal in his house dun wan come liao having fun wif her LOL! or izzt he realli very tired n slp... ZZZ anw... all i noe is tt nw i wan get a puff oso cnt no money left =.=" n my cigg r wif him... LoL!!! ma de la wo zhen de xin ku liao very steam... wan slp oso cnt jus had my dinner... ZZZ jiu ming ar~ tml wear wat ar?? lols... sian tml still ned go bak sch le... lyk fk sia very lazy dun feel lyk go bak at all...

update song

2008-02-18T23:59:00.000+08:00

jus update my blog song... anw ned thx TING for the song :) cheers the song title is 男人女人 by 许茹芸阿穆隆

find tis song rather nice... so update it to share wif some1 i mean every1... lols

Today, Jus nw actually wanted to meet jiahao n pass him some money... end up didnt as i meet sheng chao after tt accpany him to yeetee to get stuff frm his frend... and he asked my frend out n yet use my name lols... X_X chicken le, den meet her liao nv realli tok wif her lols make mi dumb again... lols i alrdy always no topic wif her so end up starting was very very quite... until ltr she start crack up nonsences n get very ins lol... and we start to go mad wif her n play =.=" n i admit... I LOSE! lols i realli not as crazy as them... lol i cnt reach tt high yet as im nt feeling easy yet LOL! so we crap n crap n nonsences ard.... until abt 11 i left so well she went home & i pei sheng chao took bus to his house there n took cab home... too lazy to walk home or take bus... well guess tt's all ba...

well inbetween when i was wif them someone called n chatted awhile...and well seriously wat the person said i dunnoe hw to react... or wat but i say lame... haha i seriously dunnoe wat to do or if i cn trust wat the person said so mayb jus gonna leave it ba... mayb the person jus nw is spilting nonsences to mi oso... I now understand wat my kor tell mi b4, the more u get sad on it the more show off or happy they will be, so muz live very happily n strong to let them c i cn do it better den b4 make them feel rather wasted. But well i wnt wan c frends ard not happy or wat... jus wan everyone b happy always. Happy Happy go lucky always. So other den happy im oso getting very lame LOL!

tats all i guess... stay cool guys catch up wif u all sometimes later days ba... my dad is sick ler mean while i oso grt abit condam... lols cnt go out too late home... lols so dun tink cn go out so often wif u all ler... take care

Worst den a beast u mother fuckers

2008-02-18T02:42:00.003+08:00

Pledge to go fur-free at PETA.org

b4 looking at the video pls b prepare to b in shock as its very bloodly in the video... is very cold blood ass hole in the videos... lols im a animal lover so lols... seriously!

tis is the link to the site.
http://www.furisdead.com/feat/ChineseFurFarms/

its 2.44am alrdy lols faster i ned slp ler nite all... tml still helping parents sian...

Pek Cek liao....

2008-02-17T01:05:00.004+08:00

so sian cnt slp...jus nw went out to beach road had dinner wif parents n grandparents actually intend nt to go at all as frend ask mi out to catch a movie but my lao bei alrdy sibei mad at mi n jus nw use my hp bill n line to forces mi... knn im alrdy very tulan oso at time... always forces...

i nw very sian oso rather being annon. or piss by someone.... i alrdy told u b4 i very very hate ppl do some stuff and it happen again... its ur bday n i tired 2 cheer u up scare u unhappy on bday which is nt gd... den i hao xin ann wei ni try to accpany u but seriously i find it rather stupid n regret on it... forget u had best frend anw... y izzt even suppose to b mi do the job... forget it... dun tink will hab the next time... nw i hope we r even alrdy... rest assure u no worries i wnt even mayb border to contact u on my bday... hope nw u r happy wif watever u r doing ok... nw hope u do freaking fuck understand y i no longer believe ppl say de ting tt is important so easy lyk i used to...

And tis few days i keep on lyk tio push here n there alrdy when ppl wan an ans cnt wait... lyk wait for ans very hard... u rush mi, he rush mi, she rush mi... wats the point...? parents oso rush mi n even use forces... fuck le im nt wat superman very fast de le... tink i realli very smart n fast meh... feel so fuck up den u all oso noe i at time nt gd in my words... n easy offences others in tis way... den my parents oso very ku yi at times... they dun even understand de tried tok oso no use, u guys only noe " tok to them la so easy " if so easy cn sit down n tok abt it cb long ago alrdy happen no ned wait until nw still the same....

Anw is hope princess panda u alrdy recover frm sick n go to sch liao... n if u did go to the performances today well hope u enjoy very much n didnt freak out lols... guess thats all ba for nw...

X_X

2008-02-13T23:13:00.002+08:00

haiz ytdy woke up very early... n meet frend... and the whole night didnt slp well... dunnoe y.... anw ytdy early morning meet my frend who skipped sch and the very 1st ting i saw her she say " grt ciggarette mah? " =.= zzzz alrdy hmmm quite sometime didnt smoke ler lol... so i went to buy 1 packet... after tt she buy a bao to eat... nth to do n she throw the stupid bao de skin at mi nonstop X_X i oso grt no topic to tok wif her so almost all the time im very quite LOL! And she very sian liao so ask mi to call and c if any frend wan join us too LOL! so ok blah blah blah found some1 after tt went to his place there had breakfast n go up to his house... lols nth to do in his house oso wif her X_X end up was very quite almost all the time... After tt i wanted to go my mom shop ler she oso wan leave.

So she went to her other frends house n i went to mom shop... N dunnoe wat happen or y... i keep on cough very baddly n suddenly vomit LOL! and was feeling damn shoik ar LOL!~

Today again in the morning keep cough but tis time nv vomit lols instead suddenly running nose X_X nth much happen today but after helping my mom today she ask if im free to meet her n help her buy ciggarette =.= zzzz 16yr old nia cnt buy dun smoke la =x LOL! anw after help her buy ciggarette den nth to do accpany her n her frend to nearby house n went to 30story there... ZZZZ And the staircase was a hell MESSY! lols damn it the whole wall everywhere is handwritings ZZZ frm nonsences to love notes to gang poem ZZZ and almost of the writing was hers wif the signture =.=" zzzz tt was lyk when i pri sch do de stuff le... LOL!~ after awhile they went home ler so i meet up wif Jiahao n Yongkee... tok awhile nia oso go home ler lols... realli find it rather boring nwdays when lyk tt sit down tok tok slack lols awhile nia feel lyk go home liao use msn wait for ppl on9 to chat wif... LOL!~

guess tts all for tonight... nite all take care... hope princess panda recover frm sick liao lols take care hor... nite swt dream~

Eyes Opening....

2008-02-11T22:45:00.000+08:00

Hmmm ytdy i seriously had my eyes open big....ytdy woke up at ard 6+ in the early morning... haiz long time didnt do tt alrdy... after tt went out with parents n grand-parents to chinatown for breakfast end up the market didnt open so my dad bring us to 红星酒家 eat dim sum LOL! And seriously i was alrdy very hungry LOL! hmmm the dim sum was very gd... After tt went to chinatown tt new open temple and it was so beautiful.... Almost all make of gold inside... and took abt 1hr+ to finish walking... hmmm did skip alot of tings there... and took a pic wif Ni Ler Fua...

lols i look lyk it hor??? lols fat fat den round round lols...

And for today... nth much speical happen jus had an old pain frm the left leg lols shld b ok by tml... hmm today had was rather so call in a "happy mood". And had say some rou ma de tings to some1 lols... had a wonderful day i guess lols... but tml will b abit sad for mi as i ned wake up early again jus to meet a frend who SKIP her SCH and ask mi accpany her =.=" zzzz hope i wake up in time lols if nt too bad gonna put plane for her LOL! =x Guess tt's all for 2nite... lights out

peAcE out all and take care princess panda lols... wish u speed recover frm ur sick and take care. ^^

Happy Lunar New Year

2008-02-08T00:44:00.000+08:00

anyone cooking rat to eat in the rat yr??? lols since last yr was pig yr and every1 is crazy abt cookin all pork food to eat lols...

hmmm today was nth special to say abt jus that well... since last night i haven been in a slp until nw... lols so tonight guess is g0nna be the 2nd night im nt having my slp lols.. was bored so lucky grt some moives to watch n stay awake lols... dunnoe y but every cny i seem to dislyk to b in aslp LOL!

Someting pop up in my mind today... n i asked myself abt it, tinking that if tings was to go on progess will i be able to make it perfect or will tings go worst if there is a gd progess on it... and until now i still hab no ans for myself so i guess there is a no need for it as it wnt get tt good as so far i can tell with my judement...so no point n no need look it so far... well u noe i always lyk to look it far and look for every single possiable tings that might happened for such tings...

So today went ard to places to visit my relatives and worst ting that had happeed today was tt once i reach my cousin house only i start to get shoot n suan siao by a 12yr old kid X_X she is my cousin the most easy to cry n fun to disturb de lols... she keep on disturb mi X_X until i almost go crazy lols... keep on luff n luff point at mi n say 失败, 失败, 失败, 失败 n keep on luffing X_X lols also luff at my hair LOL! ok i noe tt 1 is realli stupid looking... haha hmmm but end up b4 i went home i disturb her bak n she feel lyk keep on until she was able to make mi LOL! cos she was stepping on my foot the whole time when i was sitting down watch tv... so b4 i leave i sit down n told her if she is able to step until my front part of the foot reach floor i will let her disturb until she happy... so she use both foot stand on my tt left foot n try to make the front part touch the floor wif her weight LOL!... she tried more den 20times LOL! n keep on fail to do so LOL! and she almost jus cry out lyk tt LOL! den i luff at her n go home ler >.< lols... anw she is realli very cute n kind after all jus very skinny =/ lols...

guess tt is all ba... night to u ppl... im still awake LOL! anytime feel free to sms mi nw LOL!

...im very feed up alrdy

2008-02-05T21:52:00.000+08:00

haiz... dunnoe y... izzt my fault? or i did someting... or izzt "A" ( "A" is a person or many people ) realli dun get it... a person will change under the surroundding or tings that had happened... but the surrounding had not change at all... so i guess its tings that has happened but what happen make "A" changes i realli dun understand... trying to get an answer but dun feel lyk asking y... Lossing more frends n more contacts... nvm after all now im trying to b a aint social ass.... was rather sad or unhappy when "A" said sometings... so i guess nvm frm nw onwards i oso wnt tok much.... i jus b quite will do... dun lyk mi to tok to "A" den i keep my mouth shut.

But still at time when i wan find a frend out to accpany shop is rather hard lols... always the same... now i noe and understand what is gd frends or brothers r for... is for backstab each other... only steady frends that i noe will nv tok ur back lyk a few i met tis years back... well at least they wnt tok much abt ut back even if they wan to they do it infront of u. im oso starting to get in contacts wif ppl who i noe back in my sec sch but some r frm outside my sec sch... so hmmm dun realli lyk it cos they seriously very very thugs LOL!

argh and some1 keep call mi a thug X_X haiz... fine nvm i thug lor... since i grt so many thugs frends around mi X_0" lols trying to do tings to cheer myself up but still fail too... haiz dunnoe do what gd oso... getting more n more restless so lazy... so much of tinking in mind....

haiz sian...

2008-02-04T23:24:00.000+08:00

i realli getting more n more sian... dunnoe y... mayb is the fail of the driving test? or mayb not... cos im nt sure y too... nwdays getting restless.... so wu liao... dunnoe wat to do gd... always get nag n nag frm morning wake up grt nag until slp... that day when slping oso get nagged... real sick n tired of my mom always little bit stuff can nag u the whole day even tml n the day after tml not kidding... even when it had happen weeks ago or even yrs ago... she cn take it to nag mi or even take my brother stuff to nag on mi... zzzz wonder y is she lyk tis... or all the parents are lyk tis...

每次我想更懂你,我们却更有距离
是不是都用错言语,也用错了表情
其实我想更懂你,不是为了抓紧你
我只是怕你会忘记,有人永远爱着你

well i guess... that is mayb what i wan to express out ba... haiz well i tink that is that ba... nth wan to say abt much... jus sometings happen ytdy n hurt myself real bad until nw still feel the pain... lols anw grt use to it always here pain there pain... find myself lyk very fargile but at time not im been fargile but the pain in the bone is so extrem that well... guess some of u dunnoe it always jus noe hw to say im over reacting wif the pain... thats all for nw... wan to slp but yet again cnt... so time to find dvd n watch lols... cya~ all & wish u all Happy Chinese New Year 1st...

The Mist X_X

2008-02-02T22:12:00.001+08:00

haiz... ytdy went to colect my hp... cos it totally sucks after i took it to town n get it fixed... but still there is small tings nt fix yet but is still ok better den that day when i cnt even key lock my fone or at time the no. 5 button when crazy n cnt press at time... was lucky cos last min i grt my so call " pri sch " frend who after his work accpany mi go...

i asked him to accpany mi go queenstown shopping at 1st after tt i called him again asking him to accpany mi go town oso...well after we met up plan change... lols went to collect my fone n go marina squ as my other sec sch frend is there so we meet him n his gf who i noe oso... went to look for shoes but dun hab... after tt we went to watch " The Mist " lols...at 1st i had no idea the movie is abt as i tot is a ghost movie or murder movie n asked my frends and the ans i get??? " i dunnoe le... " LOL! end up not tis 2 instead is some sort of lyk scientist go do experment n tings goes wrong blah blah blah LOL! but its realli very thrilling lols =/ did get a little bored in the middle of the movie cause they keep on stay in the store and oso my mind was off to somewhere esle tinking of people again LOL!~

did had a little bit of mood ytdy haiz althought i keep on tio di siao n shoot but still at least they make mi luff out lols... damn it another one more person grt his lic. and the other 1 alrdy abt to TP haiz... so sian

Kan Si Lang Sian...

2008-01-30T23:14:00.000+08:00

im so dissappointed at myself today...i fail my TP. Demit Pits? let u guess... is 2x more the passing points... haiz passing point is 18 so mine pits is more den 32 X_X

cnt find any1 among my frend more powerful den mi? seriously today that tester was very kind n gd euff... i was realli way too nervous n very disappoint at my perform. My perform today was all very serious de jialat is can give immdi. failure de but he gib chances nv mark immd. fail even my driving coach was stun that i told him i fail... cos my normal perform was gd... only always fail to do check on moving off or delay in moving off... but today what i normally do very well de all turn out to b my deadly perform... totally shit

i dun feel lyk toking to any1 ler... haiz feeling dissappointed on myself... i wan go pray pray... X_X my luck tis yr is realli bad la... alot of tings is seem lyk lao tian ye playing on mi... feel lyk a fool, i noe im a fool n stupid X_X

dun tink will update my blog so much ler... not in the mood for it alrdy nw...

Seem lyk im trying to seek attendation...

2008-01-27T02:32:00.000+08:00

i went bugis today... and i seem to look lyk an alien LOL!... i go buy clothes and i notices almsot all the ppl when they c mi was lyk stun or shock.. and gave a 2nd look or more... =.="

eh ok la i noe i look very stupid nw but ned c so many time meh?? lols... lucky no ppl luff on the spot X_X if not i realli feel stupid lols... jus nw my kor saw my hair he oso luff until bu tahan... ZZZ look lyk i cnt even tahan myself... i look into mirror nia i luff liao... so nerd la... chicken lols~ but until nw haven regret cut lyk tis so stupid lols... hope ting will b different after new yr wif a very speical cut on the hair... and oso most important is my wallet i will change if nt all my coins r dropping... wallet hav a hole... which means im lossing my luck n money lols... so muz change it b4 new yr...

tml i will go pray i guess for my driving test if fail to do so den wait until next week ba... after all this yr start until now it has been so so down on luck everytings is going so unwell... ned to pray for a better in everytings...

having a bad yr and life as tings always seem to b very wrong when i tried... its best if i could give it all up but i jus cnt and feel like a loser if i did so...

LOL!!!! im a retarded nerd!

2008-01-25T23:59:00.000+08:00

LOL!~ come on ppl... pls start to luff n crack up ur jokes on mi.... lols... but dun do it infront of mi... lols im getting too much attendtion in the saloon jus nw... gosh X_X b4 hair cut no ppl even take a funny look on mi... after my hair cut... DAMN HOMIE~ every1 is lookin n give a funny look or wired face at mi... LOL! i look damn stupid n ugly hair cut...lol... i cnt find any1 worst den mi... I DID IT ON MY OWN WILL!!! the lady who is cutting my hair was oso shock when i told her i wan it tis way... lols she say it will look damn wired but that is what i wanted... i wan look stupid, ugly and funny + retarded... so it makes mi more nerd... i even grt my spec out to wear, that i bought it when i was in my sec sch.

So i took a photo wif my spec b4 i went to bath jus nw... and well to tell u hw is my hair lyk roughly if u cnt tell it frm my pic... My front part i got it cut it in a stright line... and the middle part i grt it cut layer lyk tt... and cn make it spiky if wan to, Lastly my back of it was a V shape... lols so i look real funny in the hair... lols feel lyk wear a cap go out tml... X_X seriously dunnoe hw will the rest of the ppl react when my parents saw my hair nia alrdy start luffing lyk hell n say i look dumb LOL!!!

This is the front view... LOL! when my hair gets longer... it will look more dumb!

This is the so call whole view LOL!...wif the spec on... i look dumb euff and im a nerd...

LOL! so today the APE presents u a dumbo who is stupid, ugly, and lastly retarded looking... enjoy luff ur way out...

hao xin ku....

2008-01-24T22:55:00.000+08:00

zzz this afternoon i had my lunch after that i feel so pain lyk gastric... after tt i keep feel very bloated n feel lyk vomitting whole day... damn xin ku... zzz haiz until nw still feel lyk vomit...

haiz... jus nw today grt jus too much thing happen... and i feel realli very loss mind... did stay calm didnt loss my coolness but loss my peace X_X was trying hard to get a peace in mind haiz... stupid sia keep on disturb mi asking " who do u wan j**???say le... " haiz... ltr i realli go for gay then funny i tell u.... jus can only tell u, the person is a gal. other den that im sry... nt saying... haiz stop asking mi question abt it cos im too stupid to ans u. Tml is fri, and most likely im going to cut my hair. So it will b a new look for the APE!!! lols dun b shock if after my hair cut u guys meet mi ok??? lols~ and the APE has a pair of panda eyes. The ring seem to b darker each day, im lossing slp each day too... was wondering y and what is wrong wif myself... have to admit that im trying to b very aint-social this day oso... im nt toking to ppl much nor i feel lyk toking, feel lyk lock myself up too LOL!!! den dun contact any1 oso lols... but still need use computer to kill time...

fall out wif parents ler, now getting even quite. im missing sometings in mi... what is that? im nt sure but i hope i do find it back soon... or mayb not will b better. Love the way im now! i cnt have a Holy(as in gd), innocent, decent, smart, pretty, kind type of girlfriend lols~ cos im bad.... muz have a girlfriend who is Hell(very notty), horny, indecent, stupid, ugly, evil type of girlfriend! lols lyk that den fit mi... hehe if too gd of cos im nt suitable to fit them so if have someone who is a devil to b my gf it will surely make a perfect match ya? lols... X_X nonsences...

[ lols hey~ im looking for bf!!! :D im a gay lols pls intro mi guy (kidding) ]

At last! lols

2008-01-24T10:48:00.000+08:00

finialy grt it upload n updated the song and i change the blog song again to 最熟悉的陌生人. very old song but very nice.... happen to found out the song title by luck ytdy so when to find it...if not always know the song but dunnoe title... haha...

so i guess thats it for nw, gtg my mom shop getting nag alrdy on the fone... feeling so loss~ lyk jus been screw up only X_X

c ya guys in the night at msn lols...

zzzz ( 1.45am )

2008-01-24T01:39:00.000+08:00

i find imeem frm gd drop to lousy or at most normal... 1st song always dun get it play suddenly or cnt be found. Now i had been the past an hours keep on try to upload this song and jus cnt get it up... feeling a bit pissed but forget it...

PANG KIAT HUA u ned to stay calm n cool. ^^ lols... im cool nw... better lols~ jus relax it, stay calm and having a peaceful mind trying to nt tink much abt it. but still haiz u noe, i noe and the rest dunnoe... LOLS! nt telling any1 lols Secrets are best to keep DEAD! lols so too bad dun tink will tell any1 ba... haiz recently if u guys hav notices that y am i always so quite when go out with u guys or i have change alot pls dun b supprise... haiz but im still very easy pissed off at times so best dun disturb mi too much i scare i may burst out...

hmmm nth much special to say jus tt today grt my left arm the shoulder again... LOL! pain X_X feel lyk dislocated again lols... den the bone is so **** pain lol... jus nw i bump into the door =.=" and nw my chest hurt lols... zzzz where was i looking when i was walking ZZZ... my mom today in the afternoon was nagging half way and i made her change her tone suddenly frm angry to care LOL!...reason? i skipped breakfast again n had my lunch abt 1pm woke up at 8am tis morning =/ lols so end up grt a very painful gastric for more den 30mins... even after my lunch i still feel the pain almost until near 1hour den i feel the pain is off totally.

I hope, I wish, I pray, for the same thing daily to happen. Will the person accpect it? lols~ guess not, so lets nt ever talk abt it. Ladies, gentlemen pls dun ask mi who izzt or ting abt it... i feel stupid ok.
HEY I WAN GO GAY PUB!!! LOLS kidding~ one by one is all going to army in the combat unit. I dun wan to!!!!! hate combat X_X can i dun service army X_X haiz...

time for a hair cut soon

2008-01-22T01:39:00.000+08:00

im goiing hab my hair cut tis week i guess... wan to cut the most stupid looking it cn look lyk n b nerd hair style wif my stupid face lols...sure will fit it in... hmmm cnt slp again so doing my blog at tis time lols...near to 2am alrdy..

was tinking abt what my frend told mi abt myself and i truely agree with it.. mayb i shld jus well u noe... say it out to let all noe and oso jus step back more.... as i find that hmmm i should nt in the 1st place say such tings out or had such a feel towards it. tinking too much, find to find time n courge to talk abt it ba... i noe wat a person m i...so actually u dun have to tell mi hw bad or gd im... anw thx for ur peices of advise on it...

tml arief will b back to kampong haiz gonna miss out some1 to jio mi go wine boss liao LOL!~~ when i TP pass or fail will msg u de dun worry... teochew kia all very hao lian de...i will hao lian hao lian awhile k??? LOL! =x fail oso will hao lian i fail X_X lols...

i hope, i wish and i pray that miracle realli will happen and help mi...
im nt a thugs but i noe that im behaving lyk one makes no differents! X_X

cnt slp...

2008-01-21T02:20:00.000+08:00

i jus cnt slp again... keep on roll and tose... haiz... nw come n update blog... nth to do whole weekend... ytdy was suppost to go out buy clothes but besties fang is sick... end up nv go...stay home today whole day at home...fall out wif parents... nt realli toking to each other... cnt b bother... jus nw i notice sometings abt mi... im bcoming a panda LOL! serious im alrdy the panda... black eye ring ard the eyes... lols today was serious too bored and did get a slp in the afternoon...too long nv take a nap in the afternoon n feel so refresh...lols lacking of sleepness tis days... been awake whole day doing nth most of the time...

Going mad soon... i wished someone accpany at times... but not jus anyone lols... nt pointing names out who i hoped it was but hope u do noe it.. After tis week over i gues i will do booking to work in the hotel again. Sick of the thereaning frm parents... had realli quite euff of it.. At most i work to feed my daily needs. And wash + iron my own clothes... nth big deal...

To Kim:
thx for the telling or so call comfort frm u. i do understand wat u trying to tell mi in the mail. take care.

Lost Of Mood.

2008-01-19T12:15:00.000+08:00

seriously i lost of mood dunnoe y lyk tis. Nv realli happen tis when in the past sometings lyk tis happen(back a few days ago). ytdy didnt wanted to go zouk. Sec sch frend insisted mi go n blah blah blah... so end up i say ok i go...went there was again too early... slacked awhile n party get started in house. but i starting was total moodless very sian and pek cek cos too early no ppl at all...after tt redeem drink well i drink n drink theirs =x in the end redeem mine 2 drinks. asked the guy in the bar to gib mi drink powerful euff again house liq is nt strong =/ so took 2 glass of it n use the small straw 1 shot drink it down 2 glass n feel nth at all even ltr when frend open liq, drink ler feel nth dunnoe is cos of lost of mood or wat but in the past i drink anyting oso at least cn feel abit of strongness in it... nw everytings feel so plain lols... the song in zouk ytdy was gd but jus that i was nt in the mood to dance or do anyting so jus stand ard walk abt...took some pic b4 party get kik started... ok i noe i look lyk X_X no smiles... lols no mood mah =/

mi, yucheng,kenneth and chingsiong

yucheng, mi, kenneth, zhiyang, chingsiong, jiahao

taken when abt to go home outside zouk
[ mi, andy, kenneth, zhiyang....too long liao cnt c the face dunnoe who =x lols all frends lai de... lols no offences if cnt name u out =x ]

ytdy seriously was nt in the mood until near to going home time mood change nasty, wanted pick n find trouble but try nt to and frends was asking mi relax...cos i very pek cek liao keep on tio sqees. until no space n very hot... lucky i dun let ppl jus push mi ard i bang n push them bak X_X grrr... next time grt mood den go such place if nt find trouble again...

anw i changed the blog song again...

what to do?

2008-01-17T22:23:00.001+08:00

hmmm i was pressure by mom to go on study dun so fast go in army but yet she still dun understand wats on my mind... nt that i m a follower which all my frends go army i choose to do so is that nw i dun realli hab the heart to study anymore and my mind set is still nt realli set i dun even realli noe what i wan to study abt...at least when i go in the army i could have more time to tink and oso i would bcome more mature rather den lyk now d-li-ther-li... still lyk a small kid... and even if now i go on study for higher NiTec she did nt tink far euff... higher NiTec took 2yr after 2yr i m alrdy 20. THE AGE LIMIT HAD REACH IS ALRDY A MUST TO GO ARMY EVEN I M ALRDY IN POLY BY THEN! THE AGE LIMIT IS 21 AND NO MATTER U DO WHAT SHIT THEY WILL GRAB U IN FOR 2YEARS DEN LET U GO BAK TO DO WHATEVER U ARE DOING. if that is the case den what i had study in higher NiTec by den alrdy had been brainwashed. 2yrs of army surely will forget lot of stuff and she is so stupid euff to tell mi if i realli had the heart to study when i finish higher NiTec n go army i will keep on selfstudy.... but who will b so smart euff to do it? in army alrdy damn tired n sick of it hoping faster to get the hell out there who will still have the heart to study while service army rite?

jus realli dun noe wat to do now... i realli hope my mom could understand more... even other ppl oso agree wif wat i said n almost all support mi to go for army 1st b4 go higher nitec... and today my shoulder i dislocate the viens it again...and i could feel the whole arm abt to dislocate it... it hurts the whole afternoon until nw still feel so unconfortable wif it... always my left arm lyk tt... and when it happen on my right shoulder it is so much worst... hope by tml it will b ok if nt gonna feel the uncomfortable of it again whole day...

I wish i could noe her more den 1 step eariler or noe what is she realli tinking. If given a chances, i would hope to ask her the same question but not too fast. No more stun to shock her.

cnt slp...

2008-01-17T01:10:00.000+08:00

alrdy is 1am++ yet i m awake so tired... but dunnoe y i jus cnt slp... alot of thought inside of mi... tinking tis n that... what should i do better or wat should i nt do... i seriously dunnoe cos i dun feel lyk asking for help or telling any1 abt it... jus keeping it to myself... sound realli stupid if it was to say out... i noe i m dumb tt is y. After all hw much dumb could i b? lols...alrdy break record among all my frends... no one cn break my record of dumb and forgetting tings easily...

i today keep myself busy trying to not tink much at night... tis fri my frends r asking if i would wan to go zouk n party again.... i alrdy qutie broke feel lyk going jus to drink nt to dancce or play... dun tink in the mood to do so... ltr go alrdy oso no mood play wif the gal there =x lols... alrdy hang 1 on the mind lols cnt get it off n go wild to play =/ saturday brother fang is going out wif mi again hehe so happy le... long time no meet ler wonder if she recover more alrdy mah... lols cfm become more pretty liao lols rite bestie fang XD ltr sat i call u chio bu ok? LOL! dunnoe where to go for shopping...cny coming so she accpany mi go buy clothes le... but dunnoe where to go... haiz

life is unpredicable. Now you are there the next moment b4 u noe it, u r alrdy gone...jus lyk couples, this minute they are still tgt the next minute they broke off... but someting is rather predicable which is ur feeling. It come fast n u noe it, but b4 its gone u could feel it and nt jus come and goes off.

haiz...

2008-01-16T20:21:00.001+08:00

today i was tinking alot of tings... i wonder now, if wat i did that day was it a right move a not? surely i did scare off ppl... i seriously dunnoe wat i ate tt day n suddenly play stun and gave ppl a shock tt afternoon b4 i went to work...

so now i was tinking if i should back off a little...after all i tink we r jus frm different world of ppl i guess... next time i cn work as stun man cos i had been playing stun n alot of patten to shock ppl since sec sch until nw... haiz... work stun man confirm can... lols...

jus nw even grt question by my coach who teach mi hw to drive... asking y m i so "xin bu zai yan" means [ body is here soul is not ] another words i m nt paying attention to the road keep on minds off... X_X

Life is nv fair and complete.It is always full of failure and incomplete. I will give up my grip of hopes and my world ish black and white now. It ish better to have a black and white world than a colourful world coz u will nv see the beauty within lives itself without anytings.

Stupid CHICKEN PIE U~

2008-01-15T18:06:00.000+08:00

chicken pie F*** stupid arse hole pussy cat the officers =.=" chicken pie le alrdy cn tell by my look tt i freaking hate running liao den nvm didnt even f*** inform tt i ned wear pe attire... made mi run on my go out wear nice nice de clothes n oso wif the stupid 3quat. pants... damn u... n jus go there do the stupid run n BP test... after tt send mi off liao... waste time so early wake up go there jus do tis =.=

today was so damn tired cos alrdy nt euff slp yet last nite i reach home late... so so tired until when i was in the bus i stand n fall aslp =.=" n oso when at bus stop standing wait bus oso slp =.=" damn it dunnoe hw stupid do i realli look lyk... lols but nvm... stupid is mi after all lols... and tid morning den at there den i discover my hand feel f***ing pain cos last nite at work place when setting the stage i was too careless n the stage slam at my left hand n hit the thumb finger bone and it hurt damn lot... worst is tt tis morning i skipped breakfast end up at the MMI i had gastric pain again n it f***s realli cnt tahan... feel lyk brusting nw... dunnoe y... tis afternoon still yet cn hab no app. to eat... eat abit nia...

yes i noe i m sacarstic ok? happy? dun tok to mi again... i wnt border u too...u find mi sacarstic den fine wif mi... alrdy nt in the mood yet been provoke. i wnt entertain or even tok to u until i feel happy to do so... ROAR damn angry...

seem that flesh pain is nv as pain as someting in the left part in the body itself.

argh X_X dissapointed....

2008-01-15T07:08:00.000+08:00

haiz... ytdy was tired but still ok... nw is 7am in the morning faster get some update b4 go for check up...

ytdy was still ok but was dissappointed cos of someting happen in the night...ytdy when back to work and is so easy.... after awhile nth to do i took a so call " broom" to clean the carpets... nth to do mah n i dun wan stand there lyk a fool so took tt ting pretend as i m doing it but the fact was walking ard n tok n tok... X_X end work at 11... was hungry damn hungry cos i skipped the dinner nt realli wan to eat but was a little hungry at tt time... so when out to eat wif 2 of my frends... we went for a walk b4 start eatting... by den i was abt to die way too hungry after eatting cnt take it... suddenly gastric pain... way too pain i cnt even walk end up sitting at the drain to rest awhile n asked frend for a cigg... even smoke oso cnt ease the pain.... no choices bear the pain n left took a cab home and it cost a BOMB of $40... lesson learn... next time i wnt do it again... jus make a fool out of myself...

And in the afternoon b4 went to work haiz gib ppl a shock as expected =.= and expected the reaction to it alrdy... nt sad at all but happy lols at least no ned hide it anymore i tink...

After all we are men, nt stone heart. Men is still a MAN.

sian

2008-01-14T09:59:00.001+08:00

ltr sure today damn tired and bored =/ haiz jus update blog song to someting almost had to do wif tings tt i wan to say =/ lols

ltr ned go learn driving n help my mom at her shop... after that still ned to work at night at hotel X_X hw i wish she could accpany mi lols...

guess tts all for nw gtg out ler...anw the song name is 爱要怎么说出口